Can't bear to...

Today was uhm, Student Council's Investiture.
The whole thing took 1 hr and 30 mins. 3L was allocated some really crappy seats. 6 canteen benches, ALL THE WAY AT THE BACK OF THE HALL!
Then attempted to go to the top, but Mrs Lam called us back ._.

Haiyayaya, feeling really down since 0000 or since ytd.
Something didn't happen. D:
Nevermind, told myself to forget everything. But I just can't.
Couldn't control la, keep thinking about it.

My mind doesn't want to see, but my heart wants to see so much. Omg, what is wrong with me! ):
It's time to forget everything. But I can't. Just can't. Stupid stupid stupid. Why am I so dumbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.

You don't care at all. Not a single bit.