It's like lighting a torch in the day

Gone.

2009-11-22T00:31:00.001+08:00

Moved to Wordpress.

Won't be leaving the address here :D

Bye.

Forgot how to breathe,

2009-11-18T22:26:00.002+08:00

Ah, too lazy to blog these days la.
Came back from Bangkok yesterday :D
Bought 8 t-shirts, some acsessories [sp?] and like 6 shorts or smth. :D Still not enough lehh. I want to shop somemore can. Went to Platinum to shop. Still can shop somemore can, but we shop till the shops closing. Lol. Then no choice, the next day no time shop cause gotta go catch the aeroplane back D:
I seriously haven't shop enough laaa. But that day really shop until legs want to break alr, but still not enough! Never buy shoes/bags lehh )))))):
Okay so that's about all.

Saturday going to have CIP. Got President leh. Haha :D

You can't seem to leave my head. Even for a day.

Can't even think of your name, cause it hurts.

Scared outta my wits!

2009-11-08T21:13:00.002+08:00

Today had brunch at ECP's Subway with Klarissa's family and of course my family :D
Then after that the adults decided to picnic there. Or rather take a breather on a grasspatch and have some wine. LOL. So we headed to 7-11 to get the wine and ice and a bottle of coke for the 3 underaged. Then they found their spot and laid their mat and sat down. Didi, Klarissa and I went to rent bikes to cycle (: Oh my, I'm really noob now. Cycle that bit then tired alr ._. (I need to exercise la D:)
Then after like cycling 2 hours (with breaks in between) then rest here, eat ice cream and all that (about after 3 hours in total), we decided to leave.
Then Mummy blacked out twice cause of her low blood pressure. Nobody expected it. The first time she fell flat on the floor. Shocked me. I really was like O:
But she regained consciousness after awhile. Then she was okay then we walked from the grass patch to the pavement. Then I was holding on to her mah, then she got heavier and heavier. Then I called her but she never respond leh! Then scared the hell outta me la. Then Kow Mo was so dramatically worried. LOL. She cried out loud and made me cry also. She scared me even more la. Then Kow Fu carried Mummy and after awhile she regained consciousness again. (:
So then now she's still pale but she's better.
I hope it doesn't happen again.

Okay so shall not talk anymore. Klarissa wants to use the laptop. Bye.

'Cause learning the hard way is the easiest way.

The Halloween fairytale

2009-11-04T15:00:00.002+08:00

Helloooo :D
So, I haven't blogged lately. Yes, I know. I'm feeling lazy la.
Haven't blogged about Xiao Mei Zi Zhair Zhair's wedding on 31st October 2009.
Her wedding was a 1 day affair. And it was tiring. Very tiring.
The night before, she had her hair combed. Tradition la. Then stayed at her house till like 12 plus 1 plus. Then woke up at 5 plus. My eyes were like == la. Haha. Wore my blue M)phosis dress cause it was the 姐妹 colour.
Then 6 plus then the groom came and the usual tekan games and then a bit of stuffs here and there then left for the groom's house then they had their tea ceremony there, then left for Chinese Garden for a short photoshoot. Tell you mans, the Chinese Garden really super CHEENA. Haha. After that went back to the groom's house then XMZZZ changed into her kwa. Oh yes, did I mention that Klarissa and I were so busy helping XMZZZ make sure her gown doesn't get dirty. Lol. XMZZZ looked so much more comfortable after changing into her kwa. Haha.
Then went back to XMZZZ's house for tea ceremony. Overrun for 1 hour. LOL. Then that was kind of the end of the day thing.

Had lunch at XMZZZ's house then went home to bathe and left for the hotel in the afternoon about 3 plus. LOL. Wondering why so early right? Cause Mummy, Kow Mo, Klarissa and I had our makeup session in the helper's room. (Yes, we got a make up person.) I was kind of the last to get my makeup done. There was no mirror in front while putting on the make up horh, then after I was done right, I went to a mirror in the room. Then I stun tio. Cause I thought I saw my mum in the mirror. HAHA. Seriously man, I really looked like my mum. Not I look old okay, is my mum looks young. And my hair was curled :D I love curled hair. So nice. Sadly it only lasted that night ):
Then after make up done, was the Solemnisation. XMZZZ was like a princess. She looked like one. Made their vows then just waited somewhere near the ballroom. Played with Rachel Tham. Haha. Cute baby. Then went into the ballroom when it was time and after awhile, it started.
Then the usual stuff lorhh. But XMZZZ's speech almost made me cry. I was on the brink of crying. Held my tears back cause I didn't want to ruin my make up :X She thanked her parents and she started tearing cause she was reminded of Dai Ma. Well, everybody got reminded of Dai Ma. And it kind of made me realise how much I miss her. Even though our lives are still as per normal now, it's like she's a memory behind a door. Once somebody opens that door, memories of her start flowing out. And we realise how much we actually miss her. No, she's not forgotten. Not one bit.

Okay. So then her speech was super touching and yea, carried on. We gave XMZZZ courage and supported her. We reassured her. Oh, on her first march in, her hair was filled with confetti. LOL. Then second march in, she did the sing song 家好月圆 thing. Haha. Then after that the usual phototaking and stuff. Then the dinner ended. And they had a drinking session at her hotel room after that also. But it was a short one then we went home.

Photos up on Facebook. So yea. Gtg alr. Byeeee :D

Day three. Keep it coming and fade away.

Hellabaloo,

2009-10-29T20:06:00.003+08:00

Lol. Random word. Hellabaloo. It doesn't even make sense. Haha. It just shows my frustration (:

Days passed and I just couldn't be bothered to blog. Cause there was nothing much to blog about. Cause life is ))))))))))))))))):
The sky always seems gray.

You don't have to show off your blissfulness.

Already gone.

2009-10-20T17:16:00.002+08:00

Had Mini-Olympics Part II.
Ran the Stairs Relay. Hais, I feel so noob. But anyways, all of us did our best (:
After running, felt super uncomfortable. Never felt that way before. Super dizzy, legs were like wobbly, felt unbalanced. Maybe cause I didn't eat breakfast or smth.
Then I drank some water. But still felt like dying man. When I sat down, I had butt cramps -.- But I couldn't stand. Standing was super uncomfortable. Then Sarah was the first runner and stuff. I think she felt the same way, then she vomitted.
She came back and saw me like pale and stuff. Then she ask me go vomit then will feel better. LOL. But I had nothing to vomit except water la. Then went to the canteen sink and waited for vomit to come out. And it really came out. But its just water and saliva I think. Then vomitted twice. Omg. So long never vomit alr you know. Like manymany years. But I actually vomitted today. But its not the authentic vomit type of vomit la. Mine is just water.
But felt soooooooooooooooo much better after vomitting :D
But still felt like unbalanced la.

Then cheered for the sec 1s and 2s. They did a great job. Then went to the area between the 2 sports halls. Then slacked till 1115 then prepared for the cheering competition which I think we didn't do as well as the other CCAs but we did our best I guess. Then left for IKEA to buy the rack for NP room.

Walked till my legs want to break liao la. After then left for home. Should've left earlier.

Looking at it makes it harder.

Odd one out.

2009-10-19T23:28:00.003+08:00

Haiya, have been feeling really down over the past few days. Gah. What's wrong with me.
Feeling all moody and stuff. It's like no one cares anyways. I don't know why I'm feeling like that. Maybe its like a lost in my sense of direction or smth.

I feel left out when I'm with the squad. Yes, I really do. Sorry girls, but that's how I really feel ): Cause its like whatever the rest of the squad knows, I don't know. And its like I just don't get what you'all are talking about almost all the time. I don't know how to tell you'all this, face to face. I'm afraid I'll break down and cry. It's like there's so much things happening now and I don't know what to do. I feel like a lost sheep inside. I really do. I'm not expecting anything from this. But I hope things will get better with time.

Tomorrow's Mini-Olympics part 2.
Btw, we didn't win in Capt's Ball. We'll do our best for tmr's races :D

Give up.

You never walk alone,

2009-10-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

*Sorry, if you don't get it, you don't get it*
Shit la. It's none of your business okay! So stop it. It does not fking concern you! Stop being that idiot thinking it wouldn't last. How can you even wish for it to not last. Just stop thinking will you. Enough is enough.
Crazy idiot. Wake up.

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It's never what you want.

'Cause you shattered my determination,

2009-10-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

Whee, finally back after the long long long period of supposed mugging.
Was too lazy to update. (I didn't not on the computer after I told myself to go on a hiatus ))):)

The exams were officially over yesterday, even though it feels like today. (I'm posting this at like 12.30AM)
There's Mini-Olympics 2009 Part 1 tomorrow. Captain's Ball. Omg la, for 2 years, NP hasn't won in Captain's Ball. LOL. Cause for the past 2 years, our first opponents in the knockout rounds, Netball. Haha. But this year its a little different. We'll be playing against Softball in B 'Div. LOL. Still a CCA regarding throwing and catching of balls.. Jiayous my dear sec 3s :D

The exams were semi-crappy, cause for some papers, I think that they were quite manageable, but some...

I love Clara K. and Kayla L. la. My cute adorable nieces. Oh my, I love babies :D So cute :D It's really super (shit, I forgot what word I wanted to use) cool. Like from the small little 2 over kilos and now more than a bag of 5kg rice. Their faces also changed, Clara K. looks more like her dad now, Kayla L. looks even more like her dad. Super resemblance. Haha. Btw, they're cousins :D
When they change their diapers, you can powder their butts with powder. FUN :D Haha. It's amazing how I look back and imagine how I must've looked like last time when I was that small. Then now, I'm alr 15. And after these 15 years, where would I be in another 15 years? Oh my, getting into cheemeenology. But really, its something that I can ponder on. Or maybe you can ponder on.

Okay, shall go sleep alr. If not tmr Mini-Olympics will mati mansxz. Go AHNP :D

'Cause when they ask me, I would say I don't even know your name.

Happiness built on somebody else.

2009-09-20T22:42:00.003+08:00

"When I say jump, you say how high."

Hellooo. Had dim sum today! :D Long time never have dim sum alr. But zomg, I'm eating so much ): I seriously need to cut down on my food intake! DDD:

Ah, so so so sleepy. Shall go sleep then wake up early tmr then mugmugmug. Mummy said she'd get me a Crumpler if I get L1R5 <15 for the coming EOYs. :D I've got to work hard! GHZZ & KKK said a Sony VAIO if I get L1R5 <10 for the Os.
I really need to buck up, I've alr got a direction to move towards, so what am I waiting for. I know I can do it. Its a matter of whether I'll put in the effort to do it.

Considering a hiatus to mug. (I aspire to be a pro-mugger from tmr onwards. :D I hope the computer doesn't make me lose focus.)
Okay. I've decided. HIATUS. I don't care! Try my best to not on the computer! :D On only when needed. :D (Oh man, I hate FB!)

I want to watch the upcoming F1 raceeeee! Or the F1 ROCKS thingo will do (: Anyone with the ticketssssssss???????????

Randomnesssssssssssssss:
"I won't marry a person I can live with. I'll marry a person I can't live without."

Even if the sky is falling down.

After the rain, the sun shines.

2009-09-17T22:35:00.002+08:00

"Was it a passing shower? The sun started shining again."

Today was mundane! Seats changed D: Mrs Lam changed me all the way to the front of the class! ): But today still sat at my seat. I want to sit at my usual seat la. Can't stand sitting in front with the white board almost right smack into your face. LOL. Maybe I'll continue sitting at my usual seat (:

'You spell my name wrongly ah?'

Haha. Set me thinking and panicking. Crazy idiot.
Have you ever smiled to yourself like a fool?

The rainbow at the end of the shower.

Can't bear to...

2009-09-16T16:54:00.004+08:00

Today was uhm, Student Council's Investiture.
The whole thing took 1 hr and 30 mins. 3L was allocated some really crappy seats. 6 canteen benches, ALL THE WAY AT THE BACK OF THE HALL!
Then attempted to go to the top, but Mrs Lam called us back ._.

Haiyayaya, feeling really down since 0000 or since ytd.
Something didn't happen. D:
Nevermind, told myself to forget everything. But I just can't.
Couldn't control la, keep thinking about it.

My mind doesn't want to see, but my heart wants to see so much. Omg, what is wrong with me! ):
It's time to forget everything. But I can't. Just can't. Stupid stupid stupid. Why am I so dumbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.

You don't care at all. Not a single bit.

Happy Birthday to me.

2009-09-15T17:02:00.003+08:00

15th birthday. I'm older again.

Johan's explanation on why his message on the card was so crappy. xP (But I still like the card la!)

ﾎｩ says (5:04 PM):
they only gave me like 2 mins to think

♥ Valerieluvvvs, (Happy birthday to me!) says (5:04 PM):
LOL!

ﾎｩ says (5:04 PM):
so bo bian lo
wrote crap

♥ Valerieluvvvs, (Happy birthday to me!) says (5:04 PM):
LOL!
birthday very standard one what.

ﾎｩ says (5:05 PM):
yeah
anyway heres what i wanted to say

older one year alr huh
more eye bags more wrinkles =D
dont everday scream here sream there at the slightest thing please =x
hope you get more mature
or end up like bomb girl =D

-THE END-

Haha, so cute right. LOL. (But what is "bomb girl"?)

Thank you Mandy, Shay Ting, Johan and Shaun for the card and presents :D

Thanks for all the birthday messages/wishes! :D
0000 (via MSN) - Guan Zhi Min & Shu Shan
0002 (via SMS) - Mandy Lee
0021 (via SMS) - Jacinth Chua
0023 (via SMS) - Phan Zheng Jun
0050 (via SMS) - Liew Wen Min
0556 (via SMS) - Lee Huiwen
0604 (via SMS) - Wendy Loh Wen Qi
0622 (via SMS) - Eunice Tan Wen Juan
0624 (via SMS) - Sarah Teo Shihan
0630 (via SMS) - Vania Long Mei Hui
0636 (via SMS) - Pearlyn Yeo Qi Yan
0638 (via SMS) - Yow Shi Min Klarissa
0644 (via SMS) - Yan Qian Ying
0653 (via SMS) - Mindy Yap Lin Ying
0839 (via SMS) - Jolene Ng Lok Xuan
1109 (via SMS) - Eugenia Koh Jia Tian
1111 (via SMS) - Guo Jun Ting
1143 (via SMS) - Gek Hee Zhair Zhair
1256 (via SMS) - Dong Li Kor Kor
1528 (via SMS) - Si Han
1652 (via Facebook) - Cleon Wong Xin Zhan, Gu Ma Ma, Mei Ting, XMZZZ & Clairene Siah
1752 (via Facebook) - Deon Chan, Johan Ng Zi Qi, Yao Yao, Neo Jolene & Lam Leng Jen
1852 (via Facebook) - Ong Leon Jin , Shangbo, Megan Sim & Jason Liu
1922 (via SMS) - Seow Wei Qi
1952 (via Facebook) - Nigel Lua & Mark Ong
2005 (via SMS) - Tan Ying
2023 (via Facebook) - Ying Ling
2035 (via SMS) - Zoe Tay Li Min
2040 (via Facebook) - Shaun Phua
2045 (via Facebook) - Wan Ling Ma'am
2105 (via SMS) - Chin Shih Siong
2235 (via SMS) - George Fong
2357 (via SMS) - Alicia Wee Bi Ying

Along the way,
Hui Juan, Deborah, Youjin, Brandon, Jeremy, Kai Yi, Charlene, Lee Hao and a few others I guess :X

Sorry if I left you out of the list.

Gtg, bye.

I didn't get the utmost best.

Hesitant.

2009-09-14T19:56:00.002+08:00

In 2 hours and 30 mins time, I'll be 15 :D
Alr received 3 + 1 presents :D
1 from the squad, 1 from Jacinth the Lethal Banana :D 1 from Mummy and Papa - my new LG Arena! :D + Cake from Yi Ma (:
Received angbaos too :D
Yi Ma, Leng Zhair Zhair, Gek Hee Zhair Zhair, Sum Yi Ma, Kow Fu and Tuit Yi Ma :D
Thanks alot for everything! :D

Will I get what I want?

Family For Life.

2009-09-12T23:30:00.003+08:00

The long road ahead?

Potluck BBQ today :D + Birthday cake for me (proudly sponsored by my dearest Yi Ma :D)
Played with Rachel! :D Haha, I know she loves me :D
Then had lots of food. (I'm getting fat, I need to cut down on food D:)
After all that, cut cake :D Pink cake yo! Its cookies and cream ice-cream cake from Swensens :D
Sang song and made a wish :D (Maybe a few wishes :D) and cut the cake.
Kow Fu asked for a kiss on his cheek. So after much hesitation, I gave him a peck on his cheek... ._.
Then played with the dry ice :D Whoohoo, relived childhood memories nehh.
So now here I am posting online.

My damned W595 died on me. So now I'm using my Pink (whee!) Z610i with a screen without light. Maybe Mummy is going to buy me a new phone tmr :D I want a Sony Ericsson C901! :D But I kinda hate Sony Ericsson phones now D: But that phone has IPhone type of sms thing :D So cool! Plus its cybershot :D

Got a yi lun wen to write! D: Sian ttm la. My A.Math still have Coordinate Geometry, Linear Law, Logarithms, Surds, Indices, Polynomials and Partial Fractions. ))): SIANNNNNNNNNNNN! Still need to mug Higher Chinese and Chemistry! Omg la how to do in just 1 day?

I want to sleep lehh. Its 12:08am now. SLEEPY!
2 more days till the big big day! :D (I'm not getting married la. It just marks another year of life.)

Overly trusting?

Scared, but anticipating.

2009-09-10T19:47:00.003+08:00

Friends that last :D

OMG BLOGGER FINALLY LET'S ME UPLOAD PHOTOS! :D:D:D *GRINSSSSSSSSSS SUPER DUPER WIDELY* OMG SO HAPPY.
HAHAHA. :D:D:D
LOVE THAT PHOTO ON TOP. CAUSE I LOOK GOOD IN IT :D (I'm dead serious. Hees!)

Okay, so that photo on top was taken on 31st Aug :D with Wei Qi, Qian Hui and Vania :D Didn't manage to take a photo with Leng Jen, Evelyn and Jonathan though :/

So today had 3 hours of Biology + 1 hour of E.Math extra lesson today. Bio was super dry. And I didn't have enough sleep. So I wasn't really absorbing loads of stuff. :////

Tomorrow got training and I'm not done with homework. Haven't done revision. I'm SOOO DEAD.

Ciaos :D

Afraid of what will not happen.

You're always just never there.

2009-09-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

First day of the holidays.
Mugmugmug. D:

8 more days to 15! :DDDDD

Like a star away from the Earth,

Thinking Bee.

2009-09-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

I really need to start thinking bee. I need to work harder for better results. Gotta work really really hard like a bee.

L1R5 for this term sucked again. ): Hais. I need to buck my A.Math up!
Gambateh!

Really tireddddd of loads of stuff happening these days, don't know why.
Had training today. Took sec 2s. Drills weren't up to standard lehh, I feel that they could've done much better. Tent-pitching wasn't good. :///

Left early for Yi Tior's 60th birthday dinner. Now at Yi Ma's house lorhh. Super sleepy.

Btw, Happy Birthday Brother :D
May your wishes and dreams come true yea? (:

Eyes that never met.

I'll see if miracles happen.

2009-09-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

Finally have time to post. :D Okay, maybe, Finally Feel like posting. xP

Monday! Had celebration in school. Loved the Nobody dance best. HAHA. The guy who did really well for the dance was pro. But kinda gay the way he did it. But I liked how deep his dance moves were. He really put in his heart and soul I guess (:

Then went to E!Hub with Mandy, Shay Ting, Johan and Shaun :D
Watched The Proposal with them :D Not really nice. Didn't really like the movie wasn't hilarious-hilarious. Just some parts were funny. But not the laugh-till-you-peng type of funny. Sitting in the cinema felt kind of familiar but it just wasn't the same, somehow.

After the whole movie, found out Jun Ting and Jocelyn were just behind us! -.- Haha!
Then after that went to bowl at the Orchid Bowl :D Whoo. I owned laaaa. Total ownage :D 74 points :D Could've gotten higher, but guttered the last round -.-

Then went to meet my 6C'06 :D Met Leng Jen, Evelyn and Jonathan then met Qian Hui, Vania, Wei Qi and Deon at TM. Had fun with them la :D Miss them a lot. Next gathering November okay? :D
They all said that I quietened down like a lot O: Which I didn't know O: (So AH people, stop complaining that I'm noisy okay!)

Okay, off to eat dinner.

Its just not the same without you there.

The little charitable acts,

2009-08-30T16:48:00.002+08:00

Sooooo, haven't updated for ages. Very lazy to update uh D:
Have been CIP-ing lately I guess.

Friday went to Simei Care Centre. Didn't do much. Did some singing. (I was horrible at that.) And did some simple games. A lot of stuff were like on the spot lorhh xD

Then went for Unit CIP today.
Very tired cause totally not enough sleep. Less than 4 hours of sleep lehh! D:
Walked from Tampines to Pasir Ris lehh! Haha. :D After that went home to sleep lorhh (:

Okay. So now I'm at Yi Ma's house for Clara Kong's one-month party. (:

Let Didi use le. Byeeeee.

You never understood.

IfYouSeekA

2009-08-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

Can somebody kill the flame in me. O-M-G.

Beat around the bushes.

2009-08-25T16:47:00.000+08:00

Chem was okay today. I hate question 3 though. Stupid ammonia solution. ):
Gotta start mugging for the EOYs alr. (:

I love writing narratives. (Please don't assume anything in this story. :D)
Once upon a time, a group of people met.
Then, this person (A) was so intent on pin pointing this other person (B) about this thing that (A) was so unhappy about (B). But in the first place, (A) does not follow to what (A) wants (B) to do STRICTLY. But (A) goes beating around the bush just to indirectly say (B) about what (A) is unhappy about.
*One thing that puzzles everybody is why (A) can't just say it in (B)'s face right? :D*
(B) made a promise to (C). To do what (A&C) thinks (B). But after (B) thinks that (B) won't have the thingys falling all over the place.
The end.

That was a really crappy story. LOL.

Haha, bite your own tongue.

Live Life, Loved.

2009-08-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

Stayed back to mug Chem today :D
Supposed to mug with Eunice. But she had Hilary Challenge training D: So ended up mugging myself most of the time ):

I think I'm dead for tmr's Chem test D: I keep getting confused over the formulasssss.

I love updating my Twitter :D Maybe, one day, when I'm too lazy to blog, I'll just update my Twitter. So easy. Its just by sms-ing. O:

Out in the cold, neglected.

Fifteen in Twenty-five.

2009-08-22T17:48:00.000+08:00

Blogger is now half-screwed. LOL.

The icons are all there. But I can't add a photo -.-

Yesterday went for Tiffany Zhair Zhair's 21st birthday party at ECP. Didn't eat a lot cause it was a BBQ. And as usual, I don't really eat a lot for BBQ. So yea. Their chalet was next to this bunch of really rowdy people. They looked as if they had drugs or something. They were dancing away with a DJ in the chalet. The girls looked super cheap and slutty. Somehow. They shaked their asses so seductively. Can't stand such people.
Luckily, Tiffany Zhair Zhair managed to change to another one.
Then at about 12+, we left the place. On the way to the carpark, there were like 2 people trying to pee on the pavement. Like wth, got toilet don't go. Hate this type of anyhow pee around people also. Inconsiderate asses.

Am at Dai Ma's house now. Praying 7th month.
Finished JB's copying of Yi Lun Wen D: And did a little bit of Mr Neo's overdued A.Math homework :X

Don't know what to say.

When tomorrow comes,

2009-08-21T19:04:00.001+08:00

BLOGGER IS STILL SCREWED! D<

Sian, life is still same. ._.
Had training today. I feel very tired today. Don't know why. Probably cause I did a lot of commanding and did PT with sec 1s and the sec 3 basic 30s. I zao sia-ed lots of times today DDD: Very jia lat. Haiyaya. My throat still haven't recover :/ I feel that the sec 1s drill isn't as good as last week. But they learnt Hentak and did it well :D
Haha, ke-belakang-ed the sec 1s and Jacinth happened to be walking behind. Then she got kicked by Rachael accidentally. Damned hilarious I tell you. Zi Qin and Shelton were laughing away after they saw that la. xD

On a heavier note, I can't help it but still feel left out ): Its like nobody cares and stuff. I feel unneeded! ): Ah. I've got to fight the bad feeling! D:

I feel like shouting in your face. (Fk)

Looking from a distance.

When the world sucks,

2009-08-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

Blogger is being f-ed up now la. Grr. The whole thing is super screwed.
Gahhh. I hate blogger now )<

So life is SAME again :/
I wonder if I'll ever have anything interesting to post about. Bio test is tomorrow and I haven't started studying! D: And I haven't posted about the YMCA CIP thingy on the NP blog DD: But blogger is being so f-ing screwed. So how am I supposed to post the pictures! D:

Had JB's Higher Chinese remedial today :/ She made us do a gong han. Like wtf! But lucky, she allowed us to do it in groups :D
She overshot time by like 45 minutes ._.
So after JB's remedial, went to the NP room and heard a little about the ropes and knots and stuff from WanLing ma'am.
Then had a little bit of PDS. :D Learnt Set E. Whooo. Need to work and my arm muscles D: They felt super suan today, compared to the last session, which was two weeks ago. Don't know why lehh :/
Thanks ma'am. Thanks for coming back for us. (:

So left at about 5 plus? Went to canteen to get a cup noodle. I was frigging hungry cause I didn't have lunch! D: Then finished my cup noodle and home-ed with Jo and Alicia. :D

Bio test tmr! Zzz..
And guess what. I'm still FB-ing T.T
One day, FB will kill me mansxz.
Okay off to mug. (I'm going to mean it. But I have to go bathe first :D)

27 days to (my) _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!

Banished to the core of the Earth.

2009-08-15T13:49:00.002+08:00

Flying without wings.

Today marks the 15th year of Miss Zoe Tay Li Min's life :D
Haha. Happy Birthday my dear friend. :D
May your wishes and dreams come true. Wish you all the best :D
Miss you a lot lehh! Didn't get to see you during the debate fest :/ Must meet up soon la! :D

Tmr will be Leng Jen's and Vania's birthday also :D
Happy Birthday in advance to both of you :D
Wish you'all all the best in everything you do and may your wishes and dreams come true! :D
Haven't seen both of you for ages also! Meet up soon yea? :D

So if today marks Zoe's 15th year on Earth, mine would be in a month's time :D
I'll be a step closer to watching NC 16 movies :D Haha! :D
Let's start the countdown :D 31 more days (:
*Hints*

Next week will not be taking the sec 2s ._. (QianYing will be at OBS.)
*QianYing & Hazel: All the best for OBS yea? Stay strong and persevere honeys! Love ya.*
Okay, so, as I was saying. Cause the sec 2 squad i/cs think that they only need 3 people to take the sec 2s. So Sarah is usually with the sec 2s mah. Then without QianYing they need another person. And then Jacinth is going to help lorhhh..
Haiya, very long never take the sec 2s ):
Nevermind, on the bright side (or not so bright if I deprive myself of it), I've four months with them next year what. (Provided I do well for my EOYs ))): Cause if I don't do well, Papa is dead serious about pulling me out of NP this time.)

Gah, I've been feeling un-needed and stuff. Like an extra jutting out of basically everything. Be it in class, or NP. Hais. I don't know what's happening. Am I losing confidence in myself or what. What has gone wrong la. Very tired of everything. Something's gone wrong.

Of no value.

Forgotten'd

2009-08-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

You said let go but I kept holding on.

Friday.
Usuals ._.
So school ended and I headed to the NP room with Mandy. Then we walk until the church there then she was like 'You need to fall in in full u horhh. Eh? Where is your full u?'
LOL. I left my full u in class -.- Zomg, so muddleheaded. Haha ;D
So went back to get it and stuff.

Took sec 1s today.
Very glad they improved on their drills today :D So glad! :D
But yah lah, still have room for improvement. (:
Had lightning risk alert halfway while doing drills, so hogged the triangular shelter. Haha ;D
I zao sia-ed while commanding D: Lol. So paiseh la. Then forgot what I wanted to command halfway. :X
Had games today also. Quite messy and disorganised though. Maybe cause its our first unit bonding games lurhh. But yea, great job for planning :D

Ah Gong had his operation on Wednesday. Heard he's getting better. But he still needs to stay in the hospital for another 2 weeks. Hope he gets well soon. Really really soon.

Okays, off to sleep. Nights (:

It's been so long.

If you would, please.

2009-08-12T18:34:00.003+08:00

The innocence of that child.

Poor brother is down with fever and stuff. Hope he gets well soon.
I'm also having a little runny/blocked nose + pain in the throat + just not feeling too well :/

Screwed today's A. Math test :/// Super dead.
Assembly today after soooooo many weeks. As usual, the church people came and stuff. My contact lenses became blur D: Don't know why though.

Tmr there's Chem re-re-test. D: AND I HAVE 演讲 tmr. How shitty. DDD:
LALALA. Life is same yet again. I wonder when it'll get more interesting. :/
Okay off to mug yo! :D

Waiting by the side,

Can't stay still till I see you,

2009-08-11T17:04:00.007+08:00

The craziest times,

Today's SS common test can be described in 1 word. SCREWED.
Didn't have time to finish it at all! Grrr. Screwed like shit. Gah.

Bio test was okay :D Didn't study guard cells la. Joy Chua told us guard cells weren't in our syllabus. WALAO. It came out in the stupid test. Grr. But the rest of the questions were okay I guess.

Mandy kept criticising my Little Miss Chatterbox. D<

She said that my L-M-C was ugly fugly and heavy and fat. But my L-M-C is nice okay. Cute and rare.

Ah, I feel like collecting them all -.- Haha. Lalala. There's an A.Math test tmr on Linear Law. -.- So dead la. Need to mug le.

*Zomg, I wanted to shout _ _ _ _ you out loud today to you mansxz. D:
There's something really super fishy about you.*

LOL, just remembered a scene of 3L's BBQ when we were playing Taboo.
Johan: "Something me!" "What me!?"
Somebody: "F**k you."
LOL. Damned funny. Btw, it was supposed to be "Pardon me."
HAHAHA.

My throat is fking pain la. Gah. Pain like shit.

You're still stuck, in my head.

YMCA Day 2 - Fun, Joy & Laughter

2009-08-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Successful end.

So as I said, will post about day 2 of the fundraising event. :D
So didn't know that girls weren't meeting for breakfast T.T Gah. But lucky Alicia and Jun Ting went there early :D So went to Ya Kun for breakfast. :D Ate Kaya + Butter toast and drank Teh Beng. Whoo. LOL.
Then went to the booth to get ready and stuff. Then the day startedddd.
I made more flower balloons :D Whoo. Made balloons for almost the whole day. LOL. Didn't feel confident in selling that day. And I just like to make balloons la. So better than slacking and not doing anything, I made balloons (:
So the whole event was very successful. We managed to get $200+ more than our aim.
Then packed up and debrief. Saw the same AA cyclist on the first day with the super loudspeaker on his bicycle. -.- Debrief was very brief and then after that dismissal :D

All in all, would like to take Nick, for facilitating this event.
Sarah and Mandy for planning and stuff. Jun Ting and Hazel for assisting Sarah and Mandy.
Miss Lim for coming down to take a look and help.
The NCC guys who helped in the event.
AHSNPCC Sec 3 Squad for the time and effort you'all put in! :D
Thanks to those who helped and taught me in the balloon thingos. LOL.

Had lots of fun la and learnt a lot from the event. :D

Hush hush.

2009-08-10T14:34:00.007+08:00

IMAGE HEAVY POST.
- 9th August 2009. Hibiki Restaurant @ Singapore Flyer

Before reaching the restaurant, saw the Red Lions (is that what the parachuters [sp?] are called? LOL.) parachuting [sp?] ! :D

Then saw the marching contingents from inside the restaurant. Super cool uniforms! :D They've got SUPER COOL rifles too. T.T

Then at night took a little walk outside to wait for the fireworks! :D Took jumpshots and stuck washable tattoos on our cheeks. LOL. Patriotic right :D Haha. I had a flag on my face okay. Dong Li Kor Kor was like 'You can go up to anybody in uniform and point to the flag on your face. Ask them salute you.'

LOL. Damned funny. HAHA.

The fireworks were beautiful. I video-ed them this year. No pictures. Tried loads of times uploading the video but couldn't -.-

Camwhored after the fireworks in the restaurant to show off our patriotism. LOL.

That's about all :D After the dinner, went to Yi Ma's house. (Didn't really go there. Got picked up by Dionne Zhair Zhair and Able Kor Kor and went to Ah Ma's house.)

Reached Ah Ma's house for awhile then left for E!Hub to catch GI Joe. My first midnight movie. LOL. Swakuuuu. HAHA. Nice movie. Missed a little bit of it cause we were late..

I'd recommend the movie. Cool gadgets and stuff. Whoo. :D

Then after that went home. Reached home at about 1.45am -.-

Slept at about 2am AGAIN...

Post about YMCA CIP Day 2 next time.

There's something bothering your heart that's why you can't sleep well and the same image keeps popping up into your head whenever you wake up halfway in the middle of your sleep.

Whatever makes you happy,

2009-08-08T18:48:00.003+08:00

For charity.

Okay, yesterday's class BBQ was fun I guess. Got pangseh-ed twice in a day. Yes twice. How pathetic D: Shay Ting didn't go for the BBQ in the end..
Played Taboo and it was damned funny and exhilarating. HAHA :D People became vulgar like nobody's business la. Haha. Then everybody was so excited and stuff. Fat said F alot of times. Then I was like O:
Soooooo shocked. LOL. Had to leave at ard 9 cause Papa came to fetch me.

Today, YMCA CIP. Whooo. FUNFUNFUN :D
Met the girls at 9 for breakfast at Macs. I bought Happy Meal. (Cause of the Hello Kitty) But realised the Hello Kitty was like '-.- wtf!'. HAHA. Shall post a picture of it next time.
OHOH, reused the picture on top cause the main thing today was BALLOOONNNS :D

Then 10am went to the stall between TM and Century Square. (Yes, please support. Your support is utmost appreciated.) Then set up all the stuff and started. LOL. Felt kinda slack and out of place at first. Cause I wasn't doing anything :X The NCC guys made the balloons. And NP girls started to sell lorhh. Then I (noob) don't know how to sell. LOL. But after that tried and got rejected on my first try ): Lol. But then a few more tries and I became more confident and stuff. HAHA :D

People are nice la. They buy the balloons for charity :D Yay. There's compassion in our country :D Whoo. Nice kind people :D

Then not long, I decided to make a pooodle. Yay. I did a few. Then JeremyM taught me how to make flowers :D (Thank you very much) And I made like parts of the flowers. LOL. Didn't make one whole flower -.- Till almost about the end of the day. YAY :D My first flower. It was dark blue and light blue. Haha. Didn't take a picture of it though ))): Got lots of help from JeremyM when I scared the thing burst. So got him to help me twist the balloon xP (Pro lehh, so ask la!) Haha. Then got help from Glen, Kaili, Brandon at times too.
JeremyM 'competed' with me to make the flower petal. LOL. I 'won'. LOL. Cause he started late and he let me (the slow pokk) do a few steps first. ;D

Dong Li Kor Kor wants to buy a dog and a flower balloon tmr :D I'm going to do a nicenice one for him :D Thanks for your support lehh! :D

Had to leave at 5.30 cause Mummy scammed me. D:
I thought I had to go to the hospital with them to visit Ah Gong. So I left at 5.30. But when I reached home, they alr at the hospital...

All in all, today's CIP was successful. Raised quite a lot of funds :D Whooo. Made new friends :D Gained more confidence :D Gained more knowledge (I know how to make flower alr!) :D Had FUN! :D
Tmr will be another day of fun I guess. :D (Jacinth, jiayous for NDP tmr! I LOVE YOU!)
I'm gonna do loads of flowers and be a pro at it :D

Hais, haven't visited Ah Gong for 2 days. )))): I wonder how he is. Hope he recovers quickly.
Eunice's throat isn't feeling too well. Hope she gets well soon too. So she can join us tmr...

Haven't seen Miss Clara Kong yet. :/ Think I'm going to see her today... (:

不同的眼神,

Into the vast oceans,

2009-08-07T15:24:00.002+08:00

Look out into the vast seas and start your adventure.

HELLOOO. I'm posting with the netbook nowww. The desktop cannot post pictures -.-
MFF on the desktop just makes Blogger screwed. Quite a few times liao. Last time still can lehh! But aiya. NVM.

Okay. So, this is a very busy week.
Gek Hee Zhair Zhair gave birth to Miss Kong on the 5th in the afternoon. :D Congrats Gek Hee Zhair Zhair and Kong Kor Kor. :D
Then Ah Gong got into a car accident on the same day ): Ard 4 plus 5 plus.
He is still in the hospital ): But its not that serious but still not okay la. D:
Hope he gets well soon.

Today National Day celebration. NO PARADE D: That's one thing I'll regret most in my secondary school life. D:
Kind of boring cause the hall celebration stuff were like kind of standard. Then the tree planting was ._. They made the Class of 2009 representatives go to the 'garden' twice. And we had to watch from the 4th level of the upper sec block. Very bad planning.
Mr Mok was so enthu during tree planting though. Haha ;D
Didn't watch the whole tree planting thing. Went to the toilet with my girls (NP girls) before it ended. Then after came out of the toilet, went to find ZhuZhu (Jun Ting). Haha. Chatted a little and stuff. Then after the thing was over, we went to get our bags and went to the NP room. But there very hot. So we waited at the canteen.
Then after that shifted to NP room again before Nick came and stuff.
Then Nick went through tmr's schedule and stuff.

Ah, I'm in charge of bringing the balloon pumps D: I scared I forget to bring!
*Note to self: Bring the balloon pumps!*

Meeting my girls tmr at 9 at TM Macs for breakfast and after that the CIP for the whole day. Sunday would be similar I guess. But I'll be leaving early though. Cause there's family dinner.

Going for class (3L) barbeque later I guess. Mandy pangseh-ed me. (Yes thank you very much) She doesn't want to go for it. WOW. Thanks lorhh. D<
Lucky ShayTing still going. I guess.

Okay. There's nothing much left to say liao bahh.

Anticipation?

2009-08-04T11:15:00.003+08:00

Look down from above and you'll see the beauty of the town.

Wanted to post yesterday. But Blogger screwed up again. (Yes again -.-)
Actually, there's nothing much to post about these few days.
School has been mundane. Nothing special really happens. Favourite part of school is recess. :D
Not totally because I can fill my hungry stomach. Its cause I get to laugh my ass off with my girls. LOL. Totally dumb and idiotic. HAHA. I love you girls. <3

So today there's no school :D
Cause its like Achievement Day. Lol.
Then I told Mummy. And she was like 'Your school got what achievements?'
LOL. Damned funny.

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. (Okay, I bet you'all don't geddit. But its okay.)

Ah, I eff-ing need to mug. Now. MUG DAMMIT VALERIE LIM.

You're driving me crazy.

Everything's not okay,

2009-08-02T17:08:00.006+08:00

Its not same anymore.

Ah, blogger is screwed again.
Nevermind. Gah, haven't been eating well D:

Yay, family (cousins, aunts & uncles) are here :D

Shakened.

The puzzle that was incomplete,

2009-08-01T23:33:00.002+08:00

At Yi Ma's house now.

Had buffet for dinner just now :D
Went to Grand Copthorne [sp?] to eat. 44% off for wearing red. Haha. So when reached there, everybody was red ._.
HAHA. Damned cutes.
Didn't eat a lot though. Don't know why. Haven't been eating/sleeping very well D:

Ooooh ooooh ooooh. Schmaucher [sp?] is so racing again :D Whoo. :D

Gahhhh, I dreamt of having a holiday in Japan with my family and saw somebody there coincidentally. And then, that person saw me also. But we didn't say hi to each other. And then that person left. Then my mum woke me up.

Zzz, everything is not okay. Everything is not right. What am I supposed to do. D:

The way you looked at her,

Like a million pieces falling apart,

2009-07-31T20:32:00.003+08:00

Accuracy, not.

Friday.
E.Math test was easy. But I got question 1b wrong. A question without solutions. D: I anyhow do and got some crappy answer ._. Then before time was up, I wanted to change to no solution but decided to keep it that way ._. I feel so stupid -.-
Chem test sucked. The whole test didn't know how to do -.- Crapped the whole thing -.-

Training!
Started late. Schedule super behind time. But glad we ended on time.
Learnt that I talk a lot at debriefs O: Haha. Sorry fellow squadmates who wanted to talk at debrief but because I talk so much then you'all never really got to talk :X Hees ;X

Boyboy: Cheer up kay? Don't emomomo and hurt yourself okay? It's not worth emo-ing over it okay?

It was like I was shattered into millions of pieces and I had to hold myself together by hugging myself tightly.

The fragilities of life,

2009-07-30T19:13:00.003+08:00

Even worms have a lot of shit. So you can't really blame people for being shitty.

LOL. So the picture above is shit. Yes. Worm shit. There was this worm near my printer one fine day and it shitted a lot. Forgot to take a picture of the worm with its shit. But remembered to take a picture only after I got Wati Zhair Zhair to throw the worm away. Lucky she didn't clean the shit up so efficiently. HAHA.

There are 2 tests tmr! D: And I don't think I'm prepared. Kill me now la.

Tmr is a stressful day for me! Why? Cause I'm also the Duty I/C. I'm super afraid I'll screw up on my first time. DDD:

Okay luh, off to mug.

Always there?

Smile of an angel,

2009-07-29T18:31:00.003+08:00

Big big girl in a big big world.

Today was another day of usual routine. Was very tired. Don't know why.
Pinned my ~~damned~~ fringe up cause Boss told all of us to pin it up. D: My hair was messier than usual. (Cause I haven't mastered the art of pinning up short fringe. Grrr.)
I'm like really super tempted to not pin up my fringe. Cause I look like a total kuku with some short fringe falling down and stray hair sticking out of my head and bumps of hair not tied properly. D: And now, my fringe isn't going to where it is supposed to be at. GRRR.

Saw somebody I didn't want to see today. And it sucked. But whatever. I don't have to be all pissed off and everything because of this somebody right.

Had JB's remedial today. It was like 1 hour and 15 mins long. She overrun-ed. We just did this 理解问答 that she thought (still thinks) was easy. But let me tell you la, it was frigging difficult okay! Grr. She made me redo question 2 twice. And when I went back to her the 3rd time, she 勉强 accept my work )):
Before remedial started, Mandy (yes, be honoured la) and Hazel were waiting for Nick to reach school. So they talked to me to kill time :D Whoo. Oh ya, they went to Dhoby Ghaut to get the stuff needed for our CIP. Thank you very much for your efforts! (:

Hais, I feel tired these few days. Don't know why. Argh, I need something to hype me up :D
Gotta mug for the upcoming tests this week. Matrices and Chemistry :/

Ohohoh. Mrs Lam showed a video about RHD. Haha. There was this really cute boy. Tan Hong Ming. AHHH. Cute TTM la. You'all should watch the video :D

You never made me sure.

Pretending you were mine,

2009-07-28T20:50:00.001+08:00

Blogger is like screwed up once again :/

E. Lit Common Test was crappy :/// Didn't understand the questions D: Then took a long time to try to write something. Haiyayaya. Whatever..

Had training today for the drill competition. Didn't really do too well I guess. My arms ached. Jacinth says my arms aren't straight lehh ): Haiyayaya. Then felt giddy then had a headache. DDD:

Went home and stuff lorhh.

___ told me something about what somebody did that sort of concerns me.
To:_____
Stop going around to do such STUPID, CHILDISH stuff can anot. How old are you alr. I didn't do anything that provoked you did I? I alr kept quiet about the times you bitched behind my back okay. Don't push it.
You're an asshole. A big one in fact. There's always a limit to everything okay. You better watch what you do/say la. Stop doing such stuff. If I were you, I wouldn't have done such stuff. Cause its frigging meaningless and it makes yourself look stupid as you would degrade yourself to that kind of level. Re-knowing you was the worst thing in my life I guess. Thanks a lot for all the STUPID CRAPPY CHILDISH stuff you've done. Eff off. Pfft.

A deep narrow valley,

2009-07-27T15:14:00.003+08:00

Into the vast oceans,

Went to catch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince yesterday with Mummy, Papa and Didi. Was freezing in the theatre. HAHA. Told Didi to bring his jacket but he die also don't want. But I brought my shawl. Whoo. So I kind of shared the shawl with him for awhile. Then I took it back. HAHA. Too cold la :P
The ending of the movie wasn't good :/ It was like hanging. They didn't show the fighting that is supposed to happen. It would've made the movie cool-er la. :///

Today:
Saw Mandy's new haircut. Didn't find it funny la. It looks okay what. Very brave of her to cut her hair short you know! Haha.
Sat with Jacinth during Chinese lesson cause I apparently didn't bring/lost my textbook ):
*OH! My stapler is with me. Not in NP room. Muddle-headed me.*
Jacinth's chinese words are nice! (Y) Don't emo la, JIE XIN. Haha!

Recess was as usual. Sitting with the same people. The people I love :D My dear girls :D Mandy said I blushed ._. Which I apparently think I so did not. Cause my cheeks weren't hot la. -.- Then went to staff room to get the RO approved and signed.
I failed on my first RO ): RO got rejected. Did the changes alr. Will ask Mrs Yip to approve it tmr. Hope it gets approved! (:

After school, walked out of school with Mandy and Hazel. I wanted to stay in school so much la.

Okay, off to do my revision.

Were you looking here?

Endless opportunities. But, none for me.

2009-07-24T20:26:00.003+08:00

So what if you can look far? People need to discover you and give you opportunities first.

I want to scream out loud. I'm feeling miserable. Super miserable. I don't know why I'm feeling that way that much. Would anybody understand?

Why can't it be me? Or just somebody else? No reason given. Thanks.

Today had training. And I forgot to bring my beret. Changing parade. Then change till everything then realised I forgot to bring my beret. Felt like a total idiot and total blur shit. Was super eff-ing pissed with myself. Cried cause I was like pissed and sad that I could make such a blunder even though I'm a sec 3 alr. And what's more a Cadet Leader. How could I be a good example if I can forget to bring my beret.
(I seasoning my beret. So its under my bed and not with the usual NP full-u stuff.)

Then did the noticeboard with Jolene throughout the rest of the training (before PT). Jolene was a very good help :D Learnt more about her life during trainings with Jun Ting. Hees :D [Oh shucks, I just remembered that I left my stapler in the NP room ._.]

PT was okay. Did 30 pumpings, 30 crunches, 30-counts-of-4 jumping jacks. Not bad lurhh. Could do it all without much difficulty even though never train like super long. Then ran around the church carpark and parade square and the fountain outside General Office there. Then Wan Ling ma'am made us follow her pace (which was much faster). So we were panting and legs were aching. Glad I survived it though. But I after the run, I felt like vomitting and my ears got blocked. -.- I'm such a weakling dammit.

So then it was debrief and stuff. Then dismissal and stuff lorhh.

Wan Ling Ma'am felt that the noticeboard was too childish, too colourful. ): Hais. Wasn't chosen to be the flag bearer also. Don't know why though. No reason was given also. ): Once in a lifetime chance, gone ): Saddddd. Too bad thens :/ Huiwen is GB's flagbearer! Gah, if I flag bearer then got more chance to talk to her. :/// Haiyayayayya!

On a higher note.
Haha, Didi's friend thought that I was his girlfriend after seeing my profile picture. HAHAHA. Damned funny. So it proves that I look young and pretty :D Mwahaha. (Admit it brother :D)
It made my day though. Cute and funny. Haha!

The doors aren't always opened.

2009-07-23T20:24:00.004+08:00

Break out of the circle.

Helloooo. So today was another routine that I've been going through.
SS was kinda fun. Zi-highed abit. LOL. Damned dumb.

OOO, Ah Ma just called. She misses Didi and me :D Cause we haven't gone to her house for quite awhile and we didn't call her :X I want to apologise to Ah Ma here. Sorry Ah Ma! I feel kind of guilty :/

Okay so tmr there's History Common Test. I'm so glad its an essay. I do better in essays :D
There's Chemistry 'surprise test also D:

Off to mug (:

Oh, btw, tmr there's CCA :D WOOTS. LIKE FINALLY.
But I've to do noticeboard. And I probably wouldn't have time to take the sec 2s ):
But I want I want I want.
~~It's always my responsibility, not a batch effort. Why? Cause its MY post. (No offence, just trying to let off.)~~

Suicidal Acts,

Kill my hopes while you still can.

2009-07-22T20:38:00.002+08:00

O level Chinese listening comprehension ): I think I've got like 2 mistakes alr ):

Anyways, before the LC, became a 'wandering soul' in school. Roamed the school (basically canteen and NP room). Haha. Camwhored alot with Mandy's phone. Trying to get her to send them to me now on MSN. But she isn't responding ): So I'll probably have to wait for the photos... But they are up on her blog la.

Alicia was being stupid during recess la. She made Mandy choke on her green tea till it sort of went into her nose. LOL.
"你不可以一直默默守候lahh，要引起他的注意mahh。看到他就要把你的水泼在他的身上，你就可以造机会拿他的衣服，回去洗。"
LOL. Damned dumb mansxz. Made all of us laugh like hell. Damned funny.

Then Jolene the Watermelon had this really lame cold joke. But it was damned funny la. Laughed like hell again. :D

Hahaha. I just love being with them. All so cute and lovable. Nobody else can replace them la.

Love you girls. You'all are my bestest friends ever. I love yous <3!

Some of them went for skit and I heard it didn't go too well. However, I love you'all and I know you'all did your best. So don't feel too upset kays! LOVES<3

Just like a fool,

Sometimes, I wish...

2009-07-21T19:34:00.004+08:00

Look down from above and you'll believe.

Racial Harmony Day.

Tio tua-ed by almost the whole class. I wore the 'Eurasian' thingy - a black long-sleeved blouse and a denim skirt to school with flats. Only a handful were in the 'costume'. I didn't bring my school uniform la. Then Mrs Lam was angry and stuff.
Gah. But lucky got Wati Zhair Zhair to bring my school uniform to school for me during recess :D

Last day of yoga. Whoo.

Edited./

Looked through my primary school autograph book. I realised how much I missed my dear girls and how long we haven't had a catch up session. We really should you know. So cute la what they'all wrote. All the well-wishes and stuff. Love you girls. Meet up real soon kay? :D

Going in circles,

2009-07-20T20:35:00.002+08:00

Blogger is screwed la. I'm posting with a weird format.

Tmr's Racial Harmony Day and I want to wear my kebaya! But nobody's wearing it with me ):

There's Physics common test tmr. And guess what. I DON'T TAKE PHYSICS. HAHAHA. Anyways, good luck to all the Physics takers! Jiayous! :D

Blogger, please unscrew yourself!

Never once did I forget about you,

2009-07-19T18:11:00.003+08:00

Me and Didi. My personal favourite photo :D It's my profile picture on FB :D

15th July 2009

Mummy Papa KowFu KowMo YiMa and Idk who went for lunch at Shangri-la. Klarissa Didi and I couldn't go. Why? School lorhh ):

So, we had dinner! :D Met the adults at the Singapore Flyer first :D Went there then spent some time there and decided to try out Kenko's fish. Not eating the fish okay! Its the fish eat us. Yea, eat our dead skin. :D

It was a great experience la :D At first it was ticklish and like little electric shocks (although I haven't experienced an electric shock yet). Then after awhile, we got used to it. It was like $10+ for 10 mins. Expensive though, compared to other places. But what do you expect. Its at the Flyer! We made a lot of noise until the person came to ask us to keep our volumes down. The men (Papa and Kow Fu) didn't try it though.

Then we went for our Flyer ride :D Haha. Fun mansxz. We had a whole capsule to ourselves :D May I emphasise that Klarissa's Didi's and my tickets were only $10 each. Except for KowMo's Idk how much. 4 people, 1 capsule. How worth it! :D Haha. We had loads of fun.

We were like sua ku-s who didn't know how great it was. So we were super fascinated and excited la. Haha. Damned fun. I was afraid that I'll drop out of the capsule's glass. Cause Klarissa could stand on the metal bars. And I tried. But I felt super scared. So, wasn't really successful in climbing.

Took hell lot of photos. Haha. Check them out on FB la. Too lazy to post all. :X

So afterwards had Japanese dinner! Whoo :D It was an ala carte buffet :D Klarissa Didi and I were giant killers la. (Can't blame us. Growing age.) Haha. Ate a lot a lot. Whoo. Very satisfying dinner. We booked the place for National Day also :D Cause every year we go to 'No Signboard' at the Esplanade for dinner on National Day. Then can see fireworks also :D So this year we found this nice place :D So we going there :D Booked for 20 people :D Whoo. I love my family (L)!

So all in all. That was how the day was spent. Fun :D

Barney's remedy,

2009-07-19T17:29:00.002+08:00

I love you,

You love me,

We are one big family.

With a great big hug,

And a kiss from me to you,

Won't you say you love me too.

If only it was this simple.

Okay, that's just a random thought. Like how Barney makes you feel loved when you're not and stuff. Lol. (Actually, I don't watch Barney. Even when I was young. :D I watched the Teletubbies :DDD)

So yesterday went to AhWeiKorKor's house to celebrate his daughter's birthday. Miss Rachel Tham is finally a year old! :D (Okay, maybe not yet. But she'll be on the 22nd!)
Wanted to go swimming at first. But then I felt lazy when I was there. So didn't go :X
Then had barbeque and stuff. Then the drinking started. LOL.
Papa was like not drunk, just that he drank too much. Then Kow Fu vomitted at the very end when he drank Whisky after drink red wine. Ah Wei Kor Kor was high. Very high.
Ah Wei Kor Kor invited us next Saturday for round 2 of drinking. O: LOL.
It was really funny and entertaining la. Haha.

Having blocked nose D: Had a super runny nose yesterday. ): I hate runny and blocked noses. Gah.

I never asked for too much from you.

I'm cravin' for you, and just like a fool

2009-07-17T17:34:00.002+08:00

Friday.
A. Math common test. Positive that I can pass it. But not sure if I can hit 20/30. :/
My sketched graph looked weird. And I couldn't do the second part of the last question D:

Post about the birthday celebration another time.

Having a big headache and having throat pain ):

2009-07-16T21:45:00.003+08:00

AHAHA, heavy image post. My overdue photos :X Have more to come la, but super lot. And I gtg alr ): So post about how we (Mummy, Didi, Kow Fu, Kow Mo) celebrated Papa's and Klarissa's birthday next time.

Balloon Sculpturing :D

My ugly bear balloon. Its ears un-aired itself ):

My first poodle :D

Chemistry Titration. (:

Random shots while practising A. Math at my dining table :D

While doing EEL's house :D a random shot.

Millenia Walk. 2 or 3 weeks ago I think.

Suntec's Fountain of Wealth.

Okay so, post another time. Loves,

Almost a year on?

I'm puzzled, yet happy :D

2009-07-14T17:27:00.002+08:00

Lalala. Bio common test sucked. Booyay. Crappyyyyyyyyyy.
Okay. So I've another few more crappy stuff to go through.

O level Chinese oral.
English common test.
A Math common test. (Crappiest!)

DDD: So I'm off to prepare for the orals. Yay. Wish me luck.

PS: Tmr's Papa's, Klarissa's, Melissa's and Melina's birthday :D Happy early birthday! :D
PSPS: I'm sooo in love with Love Struck - V Factory. Super cool song. Have been spamming my ears with it. Hees :D
PSPSPS: I say UHU super glue with enthusiasm :D

You weren't there. One.

2009-07-13T17:06:00.000+08:00

Today is a day filled with happiness and regrets.

2009-07-12T15:52:00.002+08:00

Helloooooooooooo :D
Had a great sumptious [sp?] dinner yesterday :D (Suddenly forgot how to spell sumptious [sp?])
Went to HarbourFront there. The St. James Power Station there to have dinner at Charcoal Grill :D
Ate a hell lot. (ZZZ, no wonder I'm putting on weight. Eat so much D:)
Alr beef we ate like 3 or 4 plates of doubles. LOL. Then tiger prawns like uhm also 3 or 4 plates of doubles. 2 or 3 plates of scallops. 3/4 plate of Mummy's table that side the tenderloin beef. 1 plate of golden pumpkin. 3 or 4 plates of shishamo. 2 glasses of apple juice. 3 or 4 plates of pork. 1 bowl of rice each. (I think got somemore food, but forgot got what liaos.)
That's like alot alr right!?
Then afterwards, we proceeded to dessert. I amazed myself by eating so much D: (Aiya, its a buffet type mah, so eat as much nevermind la horhh :X)
I ate like 8 mochi ice-creams :O Excessive eating mansxz. DDD: I really really wonder how I could've finished that much. But yea, I did (:

So it was a fun and filling dinner :D Then after dinner headed back to Yi Ma's house to cut cake. But they didn't cut cake immediately la, duhh. Then rest awhile, then ate 'Orh-Bi-Ber' (Black glutinous rice with coconut milk dessert). Cause Yi Ma cooked it in the afternoon. Man, I eat until so full, but I actually finished the 'Orh-Bi-Ber'. Lol.

Then rest againssss. Then till like 1 plus this morning, cut cake. Klarissa, ABKK and Papa shared the cake though, cause their birthdays are like so close. Glad I only had a small mouth of the cake la! If not no hope liao. LOL.

Then went home ard 2 plus 3 smth in the morning. DDD:

Woke up at 12.45pm today :D HAHA. :D

Okay, so a little summary on the upcoming week.
Tuesday - Biology CT, English CT
Thurday - 'O' level Chinese oral
Friday - A.Math CT

Kill me nao mansxz. I don't want to go through all of that la. Esp the 'O's DDD: As you'all know, my chinese is like one piece one piece one. Super weird and lousy mansxz. Oral ah, mati alr lorhh.

Ohohoh, school's NDP is cancelled! ))))))))))))))))):
I want school's NDP! It's like our very last year we can have a parade la. I was so looking forward to it since last year okayyyyyy. I want I want I wanttttttt! It'll be my greatest regret if they really really confirm plus chop plus stamp plus garantee [sp?] (I forgot how to spell suddenly again. Gah.) don't want NDP ): Prays that they'll not cancel it.

If you'll open your eyes and your heart.

New Blogskin.

2009-07-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

Yay. I took like super long to edit this blogskin. :D
Thought I wanted a simple one for a change :D
Changed the picture and the heading and the sidebar and stuff lurhh :D

Had lots of problems changing the picture. And finally. I figured it out :D TADA! *points on top*
Whoo hoo. :D Tsk, why do I keep whoohoo-ing.

Okay. Gtg alr.
Tmr will be going to Charcoal Grill for ABKK's birthday celebration :D
Oh I love my family. ♥♥♥

"Why we having Charcoal Grill on Saturday?"
"Celebrate ABKK's birthday lorhh. He no girlfriend mahh."
"Why celebrate again? Last year celebrate also right?"
"Cause he doesn't have his other half yet what. So as family, we keep each other company. So he won't feel lonely mahh. That's what a family is for."
-Random conversation with my mum.
So true. That's what a family is for. Ah, I feel so lucky (:

Gotta sleep le la. Need to catch some sleep! :D 17 minutes till tomorrow. Nights (:

You're out of reach.

Balloons phobia? Nope.

2009-07-10T19:08:00.002+08:00

Mwahahaha! I overcame my balloon phobiaaaaaaa :DDDDDDDD *grins a million*
Had balloon sculpturing course. Or smth liddat.
Was super scared like shit at first.
Then 1 hour liddat then decided to not sit down and while my time away. Decided to overcome my phobiaaaaa :D
And at first, it was painful D: Then, it became easier and easier :D Whoohoo~
YMCA CIP thingy on the 8/9/10 August. My long weekend :/ But ...

Yay, finished all my holiday homeworkk :D Whoo hoo. :D

Smiles that could melt hearts.

2009-07-09T22:14:00.002+08:00

AH. I'm still frigging awake cause have to chiong SS IBARA Role play thing. Gah.
I haven't had enough sleep since school reopened DDD:
I've dark rings around my eyes alr ):

SLEEPY LA. I want to sleep ):

10.28pm
Kai Ho finally let me off :D Haha. So off to dreamland la. :D

Everything's not all right.

2009-07-07T17:03:00.002+08:00

Yay. Today is Kim Bum's birthday. Mwahahahaha! :D
He's either 20 or 21 la. Some sources say he's born in1989 then some 1988.
Yay :D Happy Birthday :D Whooo~
So young nehhsxz!

Lol. Young enough. ZZZ, if only I'm South Korean. Haha. Then I'll marry him if I can la. LOL. ZZZ, daydreaming ._. But seriously la. So sweet lehhsxz. Tons of people are wishing to marry him la. HAHA! Me included mansxz :D *grins*

Okay, enough day-dreaming. Just want to wish Kim Bum a Happy Birthday :D And he earned a fan like me, which is like an uneasy feat. (I don't become fans of actors so easily one okay!)

So, today was school reopen. The new classroom is hot. D:
Teachers briefly went through what we were going to do during this semester. Zomg, it was then that it dawned on me that there's so much to do. So much catching up to do. STRESSS!

Off to complete my incomplete holiday homework!

KIM BUM! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D <3

You keep popping up whenever you are starting to fade away.

2009-07-06T13:49:00.002+08:00

MONDAY :D
YOUTH DAY. Haha, so youthful. How unfair it is. Primary school kids get to enjoy Youth Day also. Shouldn't youths enjoy Youth Day instead of kids + youths? :/ Youths don't get extra holiday on October the first too ): Unfairrrr. But aiya, must be content (:

Haven't started chionging my homework. Dammit. LACK OF DISCIPLINE. Go chiong la, stupid Valerie Lim.

ZZZ, *stares at MSN and does nothing*

Tomorrow school reopens. I don't know. New environment D: Cause we'll be taking 3K's classroom temporarily. I don't want la! Then there's this new classmate Angelynn [sp?]. Saw her before in school. Think she went to the US or smth liddat then came back. So she's joining 3L.
I want my 5th floor classroom ): Missing out on so much when we shift D: Cannot sit on lockers to emo/study. Cannot see nicenice scenery. Grrr. Why must 3L undergo so much changes. Teachers also change. Like wthhhhhhh. Gah.

Plus tmr there's some kookoo common test about 2 books. I haven't read the thicker one. Yay. Kill me mansxz.

Gotta go chiong hmwk liao la. If not will confirm die.

Kim Bum (Yi Jung) & Kim So Eun (Ga Eul) ROCK :D Whooooo~ (Yes, I'm still nuts about Kim Bum especially *smiles sheepishly*)

I can only stare. I can't do anything more ):

2009-07-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

Sundayyyyy DDD:
Tmr's Youth Day. So one more day of holiday. But I guess I'll be chionging homework the whole day la. Hais. Blame it on my ill self-discipline ):

Now at Kow Fu's house. Nth to do. They all are getting excited at their master eyes ._. Didi taught Mummy how to find out which eye is her master eye. Then she was so amazed. So she's sharing it with Kow Fu they all. LOL.

AHHH. I'm still super super <33333333333 Kim Bum! :D Yi Jung sunbae :D Whoooo~ Can anyone be cuter than that? Can anyone have a sweeter smile than his?! Like zomg la. But sian. What's the point of going nuts about a guy I probably won't meet in flesh in my entire life -.-
Lol. I'm Kim Bum's fan on Facebook yo. Like every single 'Become a fan' I click liao I think. Mwahaha :D

Downloaded BOF's songs also :D Whoo. Love the 'I Know (Saxophone)' la. Cause Kim Bum played on the saxophone that song :D HAHA :D WHOO:D

KIMBUMKIMBUMKIMBUMKIMBUMKIMBUM <3

HEES :D

Melt hearts,

2009-07-04T18:40:00.004+08:00

Sian, now chionging my remaining homework. Damned dumb damned sian I tell you :/

Didi, Mummy and Papa are watching the AYG table tennis girls singles. Haha. They watch until so agitated. Haha ;D

Glad that Isabelle Li is like Singaporean and she plays like really well. Lol. My new table tennis idol. Haha :D

Off to chiong liao. Ciaos.

Btw, KIM (SANG) BUM IS LIKE CUTESXZ TO THE MAX MANSXZ. *grins my widest smile* YAYYAYYAY :D All hail Kim Bum yo! :D

~~Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking.~~

2009-07-02T11:17:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I'm here again.

Today I'm going to chiong my homework. Provided I have enough self-discipline. E-learning makes me lazy. Seriously. I need lots of self-control and self-discipline which I obviously do not really possess. :/

Finished BOF today. :D The ending was somewhat disappointing though. I thought it could've been more detailed. :/// My favourite part of the last episode? Yi Jung looking for Ga Eul. Omg la, so sweet cann. The small girl was like damned innocent and stuff. Okay, maybe I'm biased. But whatever. Yi Jung is like WHOOOOOOOOO! Sweeter than sugar/honey/whatever sweet stuff you can find mansxz. His smile is damned cute damned nice. I'm his fan on FB nehhsxz :D If there's one such person in my life ah, whoa, best mansxz. My life would've been super fulfilling. Haha. Aiya, but such things don't really happen in real life, do they? Omg la, I feel like a nutcase going like 'OMG, HIS SMILE DAMNED SHUAI DAMNED CUTE DAMNED NICE LEHHSXZ!'

So the perfect guy right, basically can be made up from the characteristics of the F4.
The sweetness, charm and smile from Yi Jung. (Like duhh! Everything about him is alr like PERFECT la.)
The niceness and always-there-for-you from Ji Hoo. (That's like nice la. Like you crycrycry then got somebody will wipe your tears away for you. :D)
The playfulness, you-don't-mess-with-me and attitude from Jun Pyo. (That'll make life fun and nice. :D)
The I-got-a-lot-of-back-ups and smartness from Woo Bin. (Then life would be safe and no thugs will attack you.)

Haha. Seeeee. Omg la. Plus they all rich one nehhsxz. Not that find guys must rich. But being rich is like kind of a bonus la. But one thing stressful is the media lorhh. So yea, my oh-so-great analysis :D

Aiyo, why am I still blabbering on and on and on. Have to go do my work la! Later still have piano lesson D: Need to practise!!!

Yi Jung and Ga Eul make the perfect pair :D WHOOO~

Whispers of the heart,

2009-06-30T18:45:00.002+08:00

BREAK THROUGH! 401 POSTS YO!

Okay, so, Mandy asked for an update. I don't see much I can update though. What else am I doing. E-learning lorhh. Damned sian I tell you. Its also damned dumb. I can't concentrate and I can't get anything into my head. The powerpoints are so crappy. Sorry la, but I don't understand a thing. ):

Have been indulging in BOYS OVER FLOWERS :D WOOOO. I tell you, YOU SHOULD WATCH. Wait, you MUST WATCH la!
Kim Bum (Yi Jung) is so cutesxz :D His smile can kill I tell you. LOL.
Yay. Haha.

The end.

Please don't be like that, smile alright?

2009-06-25T00:20:00.003+08:00

400th post. WOW.
Okay. So I haven't really been updating. FB la. So addictive. But whatever. HEES.
I'm here okay.

So ALPS got cancelled cause of H1N1. Then MOE didn't extend holidays. But if MOE really extends holidays, it doesn't make a difference to me. Cause I alr have HBL (Home-Based Learning) which I think is completely stupid. But its cause of AYG ._.

I hate e-learning. I can't really concentrate on doing my work. FACEBOOK LA. Okay. And I can't get the information in my head. Besides, the bio powerpoint slides have pictures that don't really answer the worksheet's question. Hais.

I still have the whole of the past June holiday's homework not done. LOL. GG liao lorhh. GAHHH. I need to focus and start chiong-ing. I keep procrastinating. D: Its like really bad.

And semester two. NO MR WEE FOR E.MATH. YAY YOUR HEAD. My E.Math will drop to the bottom of the sea man. Or maybe to the core of the Earth. A.Math will be taught by Mr Neo. Which I think will cause my A.Math to plunge even lower. E.Math becomes Mr Mok. Why can't things stay the same. I like Mr Wee teaching E.Math. And Mr Mok teaching A.Math. I'm alr used to it la. Stupid. Bio, Mdm Ho not coming back for term 3. WOW. Yea. So Ms Chua will be taking over. YAY ._.

Okay. Want to sleep alr. Ciaos.

Note to self: Change AHNP UOPA Blog the blogskin and post about POP(So so so so so so sorry sec 4s, I feel really guilty for delaying this post. My most sincere apologies), PK/HomeFront, PYA.

Time heals all wounds right? Is it healing?

2009-06-19T22:18:00.005+08:00

18th & 19th June 2009
1 word, times 3.

FUNFUNFUN! :D

Made LOTS of NEW NICE FRIENDS :D And saw lots of familiar faces also ;D

LMSC SQUAD 1 is <3

Sooooooo priviledged [sp?] to be in the squad alone. Cause I feel that with own squadmates then I'll be more like erm, stuck with whoever she is lorhh. Then won't make so much friends and have so much fun.

Learnt a lot. Learning styles, Effective communication, Leadership, MOI. Lots and lots. Environment wasn't really good though, stuffy and hot :/ But listened even though the factors weren't great. Lunch was uhm, not good. :X The long beans were hard and tasteless ._.

I'm going to miss that bunch of people la. So fun so interesting. :D Outing outing outing! :D

Off to FB :D Bye :D

2009-06-12T11:15:00.002+08:00

Emotionally drained. Something's wrong with me. What the heck is happening la. I frigging do not want to emo my life away la. What the hell.

Ah, I can't frigging get that scene out of my head! ): Its just killing me. Why did I do that. I'm frigging regretting what I did. Ignorance was bliss. I feel stupid. Gah. I'm very tired. Very tired. Somebody, save me from this crap. Emotionally draining. Super.

Holiday homework not done. Next week will be a busy one also... Out of the 5 weekdays, 3 days will be CCA-filled. All have to wear full-u. PYA, LMSC (2 days). Tuesday - booked for Bio project. 'Homejoys' not done. Haven't finished reading my stupid chinese books. How the hell am I going to survive la. I need more time. There's only like 3 weeks of holidays and the teachers piled tons of homework on us. Plus there's lots of CCA stuff la. I haven't had enough sleep the past few days.

Oh, did I mention about my checkup on Monday? X-ray showed that my backbone is like in an inverted S-shape. 22 degrees. How bad is that. Gah. Why is everything crashing down on me.

I cut my hair on Monday also though [: My fringe is super short till when I wake up, it can stand up by itself ._. Mummy la, actually its like okay liao. Then she asked Uncle William to cut shorter -.- So now its like weird. But I still think its nice lorhh. Even though a lot of people say its weird and ugly ): My ponytail is like a fist shorter. And its thinner la. Easier to wash (: And it dries faster. Yay.

Piano lesson later at 4.15 pm. Haven't practised. I'm so dead. Shall go chiong practise now.

I'm tired. Both emotionally and physically. Someone, free me from this vicious cycle.

False hopes.

2009-06-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

I want to apologise to Sarah for my super bad temper just now.
Sorry Rahrah. I felt so remorseful for my bad temper.

Had PK and HomeFront yesterday and today. Not enough sleep. Wear full-u. Nearly 7 hours of "oven-ing" yesterday. Luckily today was at Harmony Hall with aircon. Yay. So basically that was how I spent my past two days.

I'm wallowing in despair and immersing myself in emo. Help.

Believe me, I don't go quiet from Boon Lay MRT to Tanah Merah MRT - usually. But today, a sudden gush of emo-ness. I keep thinking about it. CRAP.

Rainbows are nothing but coloured sad faces.
Parallel lines can never meet.

2009-06-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

So had a mini-gathering. Supposed to be meeting up with like 8 people. Huiwen, Wenmin, Stephaine, Deon, Glen, Leon Jin, Lee Hao and Hai Long. But in the end 4 + 1 turned up. Wenmin couldn't come cause her mum wouldn't allow. ): Stephaine didn't reply my messages at all :/ Then Hai Long had project work D: Then Lee Hao said he couldn't come like cause he suddenly had smth on or smth. So in the end, Huiwen, Deon, Glen and Leon Jin turned up. Plus Jun Woon who unexpectedly joined us for lunch also.

Deon arrived earliest I guess. Followed by me then Huiwen. Glen could have arrived earlier but he got the meeting place mixed up -.- Huiwen said I sent too many smses to all of them that's why he'll luan ._. So he ended up waiting at Tanah Merah MRT station -.- While Huiwen, Deon and I were waiting at the control station of Tampines MRT station -.- In the end, he arrived with Leon Jin, Jun Woon and Edbert. Edbert didn't join us though.

So had Pizza Hut for lunch. Shared a Student Meal with Huiwen :D Still couldn't finish it :/ So after all that. We went to GV to check out the movies available. Then they wanted Drag Me To Hell or smth. Then GV didn't have it. Then we went to Century Square to see if they have it. But they apparently also don't have it till Thursday -.- So we settled for Night at the Museum 2. $6 for tickets. Students price :D Then walked ard till like 2 plus. Then went back to get food. Bought the nachos combo thing. Now I owe Huiwen $3. D: Didn't finish the thing though. Felt it was such a waste :X The movie was okay but not really enjoyable la. Like no real plot you see. So yea.

After the movie then we split up and went home. So yea. My day out.

I want to create a private blog :D

I bet she does.

2009-06-06T15:33:00.002+08:00

Today's Miss Lee Huiwen's birthday! :D
Haha, happy birthday my dearest dearest darling best + good friend :D Haha. I know you very touched cause I sent you a midnight message. Somemore its like 15-messages long lehh :D HAHA. Okay. So I probably said what I wanted to say in the sms and your letter. So i shan't say much here :D But horhh, MUST MUST MUST keep my sms and letter lehh. Only you will receive a 15-messages long birthday message okay. So be honoured darling! :B

Today is also Kayla's one-month old party :D If you'all don't know, Kayla is the newest addition to the family. My niece (:

So let's talk about yesterday's training. Trained the sec twos for campcraft for the entire training even though it was planned half half drills and campcraft. They took a really long time to pitch up a flagstaff and a tent. But I believe they can hit the targets they set for themselves during debrief. Right sec twos? C: Plus I alr went through the flagstaff things liao and the sec twos doubts were clarified le :D I believe they won't disappoint me and their Squad Leaders and their SGT Sarah :D

So after all the campcraft and stuff, we had HIONG PT. LOL. Like really hiong. It tested our mental and physical strength. Cadet Leaders had to run like 5 rounds around the field inclusive of the Netball Court, the Street Soccer Court and the Basketball Court. After like 1 and half to 2 rounds, I had a frigging stupid painful stitch that could kill me. LOL. As in the pain was sooo pain I wanted to kill myself. Thanks to Jacinth and the others who kept cheering me on. Especially Jacinth la. She slowed down for me :D I love you Jacinth <3!
I never had a stitch that bad before. Then before our run, we did 160 half-squats. Today, my thighs and back are aching like mad. Even sitting on a chair is like DIFFICULT. Really. The sec twos did a really great job in their hiong PT. Really glad they did it. So proud of them :D

Then that's about all for yesterday's training.

Oh, and Sarah lost it. HAHA. Her cool. She lost it. Not that she started shouting at *AHEM* la. She just showed her pissness on her face and body language. HAHA. Didn't know Sarah was capable of losing it. HAHAHA! Its like the very first time since I knew her okay. *AHEM* really damn pro la. Even I don't have the ability to piss Sarah Teo off. LOL. Even with my incessant whinings and teasing. But Sarah says she can talk to *AHEM* normally liaos. LOL. I still can't forget what *AHEM* said la. HAHA. Sarah, kudos to you. ;B

Can you shut up?

Ten months and still counting?

2009-05-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

So yesterday was the last day of school and it was like total slack. Reported same time in the morning at the hall. LOL. I was like quite late la. LOL. On the way to school while the music was playing. LOL. But I wasn't late. YAY. Okay. So had long speeches and stuff. LOL.

Cheered like a stupid bubu when Dr Boon announced NP's achievements. LOL! Cheered with Mandy at the back of the school hall. LOL. Was total high then. Haha.

After the speeches and stuff, went back to classroom. Slacked like hell. But helped clean the classroom :D Yay, so responsible and nice. HAHA. Not everybody cleaned the classroom okay..
So then came the little adjustments and the giving out of report slips. Congrats to Charlene for being top in class. Jiayous to me for getting 24/33 in class.

Then went home to put my books after dismissal. Then went back to school. Waited for my dear dear slow pokes. LOL. Then we left for Simei for lunch. Apparently, I got scammed there. Some Yong Tau Foo stuff cost me like $5.50. A small puny cup of Papaya Milk cost me $3. LOL. The whole squad felt unfair for me. LOL. Haiya, why am I so dumb la.

Then shopped around and stuff. Then went to Bedok Division HQ lorhh. Land division visit. The aircon was frigging cold la. But yea, learnt quite abit.

So today, Mummy woke me up at like 9 D: Can you imagine that. Btw, I slept at like 1.15 cause I got so engrossed in the Hollywood Star game thing. Sarah la, send me the game for what. LOL. Okay. So woke up then slacked abit then washed up.
Then breakfast.
And guess what.

I practised A. Math O: So amazing right. Haha. Yea, I'm not gonna fail A. Math anymore. Cause I'm gonna REALLY put in my ALL. Yay.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY PROMISE THIS TIME, THAT I'LL DO MY VERY BEST AND PUT IN MY VERY ALL. :D

We haven't spoken for awhile.

2009-05-26T16:37:00.003+08:00

Lala. Been ages since I last blogged. D:
Haven't gotten the results I wanted. Shan't have long wordy posts now. I'm too busy.
Haiya. Why do I have piano lessons on Thursdays? D: Gah. Everything is clashing with NP's activities. What am I supposed to do?! I'm going crazyyyyyy.

Had Debate Fest' today. Yay. 3L won both debates.
Well, got pissed off with Shaun, Johan, Shay Ting and Mandy today. Yah. I wonder when will I stop getting pissed off at every thing. Gah. I'm just not myself anymore.

If only its still last year, I'd say the golden year of secondary school for me, I'll be more than happy because of the victories. But I'm just not as glad somehow. I just lack that part in me. The pride thing. Having a class identity thing. Its not working for me. Somehow. Everything is missing from my life now. From the F-word, not that F-word. The FUN, JOY, LAUGHTER and CONFIDANTES. Gah. Everything is missing. I've lost myself also. Grrrrr. Find yourself back Valerie Lim.

If you can live forever, who do you live for?

I'd live for you.

2009-05-15T19:37:00.002+08:00

Post number 391. Haha. My blog is really old! O:
Okay. So, today didn't have school! WHOO. Cause today's the C. Lit paper and I don't take C. Lit. HAHA. My exams were over yesterday. HAHAHA! So ecstatic la. Seriously.
Went for Subway at Tampines One with Sarah yesterday. HAHA. Explored 1/2 of Tampines One only. Maiden experience of Subway. Hees.

Today slacked the whole day xP Use comp the whole day la :X

GTG alr.
BYE.

You've never looked behind to see me always there, for you.

2009-05-14T20:55:00.001+08:00

The exams are officially over :DDDDDDD!
Yay!
I'm binge-ing on HongKong drama's now :D Haha. Byeeee off to watch :D

2009-05-08T16:52:00.002+08:00

English and SS on Wednesday was okay I guess. English was difficult. SS didn't write alot lehh! D: How.

A.Math. MWAHAHAHA. What a joke. I've to admit it was an easy paper. But I couldn't do like 1/3 of the questions I think. Forgot Coordinate Geometry. Oh how I hate that chapter. ):

E. Lit today. Still okay uh. Did on Mrs Dubose. But the poem one was damn difficult. DDDDDDDDDDDDD:

Did the NRIC Registration today. Used the photo the school took. LOL. I've aa really fat round face ): But I think that photo nicer than my other one O: Haha. Can collect my NRIC in about a month's time. Yay, I'm getting my NRIC before I'm 15. HEEEEEs :D

Go mug the rest of the 5 liaos.
Ciaossssss.

You never looked my way ever again.

2009-05-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

388th post. Tmr's the real start of the exams :/
All the best everybody.

Valerie, just put in your all and you can do it. :D I believe in you.
'Prove me wrong, NPCC one right!' - Mr Mok
Yea, I'll do my best.

388th post, good number, but I can't help but feel really sad over smth.
Why did I go there for? Wth was I thinking. Do I even gain anything from there? Omg, you stupid idiot. Gahh. Whywhywhy. The question just keeps popping up in my head. Dammit. Someone, help. I need to let goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo soon I think. I think I wouldn't be strong enough. Don't you always have that really strong front. Where has it gone. Wake up Valerie. Its never going to happen. Don't feel angry/jealous/envious/whatever la. Don't be an idiot.

When will I ever wake up from this. You've never done so before.

2009-05-03T15:09:00.001+08:00

MID-YEARS ARE SO COMING. BUT I'M STILL HERE D:
I'LL BE ON A HIATUS OKAY. YAY. I MUST BE ON A HIATUS. JIAYOUS FOR MID-YEARS :B

2009-05-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHAN :D

May all your wishes and dreams come true! :D Hope you like the present from Me, Shay Ting and Mandy :D Haha. Jiayous in the coming MYEs yea! :D Let's stay out of the 20-s list!

2009-05-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIONNE ZHAIR ZHAIR (:

HAPPY LABOURS' DAY :D ITS AN EARLY WEEKEND :D

Everyone will be busy giving birth. Ha.

2009-04-30T19:07:00.004+08:00

Why has all these happened? If only it was you. But it isn't you. So what now. I really wished it was you.

Why the hell am I so trusting? What is this la. Its always like that. I trust you, then you betray me. I hate you.

Overly trusting.

Edited/
I don't hate you :D Still friends. HAHA, good friends (:

Its all taking a turn the downside.

2009-04-29T19:21:00.003+08:00

WARNING : IMAGE HEAVY POST! :D

A heavy rain day. Kind of emo shot.

Saturday's dinner I think. Look at the waitress. She had a really grumpy face.

East Coast Park. After 2.4km, after Macs, leaving for home. Then sky and beach looked like that. Nice right :D

Another one of the beach :D

My really messy table.

Didi's hairy leg. LOL. He's only secondary one! D:

I personally like this one (:

This is cute :D

I like this too (:

English Week Scrabble.

The sky after interview.

Another one of the sky.

Sarah and I :D While waiting for our turns for our interview.

Blurred one. SARAH! <3

Okay. So here are some photos :D

Whee. Still have some more. But lazy to post. Maybe post another time :D

So today had PE :D Played table-tennis.

Haha, Fat is pro la. But I pro-er xP

HEEEEEEEEES.

Saw Miss Khoo's wedding montarch [sp?]

Some of her wedding photos really nice. Like the outdoor shoot ones. The ones at Alexandra area. Expected her husband to have blond hair and blue eyes but he didn't. LOL. Yea. So anyways, her montarch [sp?] was rather well done I guess.

Off to study for Mrs Lam's oh-so-surprising Surprise Test. LOL. Mrs Lam is CUTE. In a way. Haha.

Your eyes weren't looking for me.

2009-04-28T21:34:00.003+08:00

Had my paper ones today. Think its okay. But I'm afraid I might have gone off point. My tou su xin format wrong ): Hais. Nvm, its over alr.
I'll just work hard for the upcoming ones. Jiayous.

It made me sad when you didn't reply.

I scanned around the sea of faces. For some reason, I felt lost and disoritented. I think, its cause I couldn't find your face in the sea of faces.

2009-04-27T18:59:00.002+08:00

Sec 3 Squad'2009 + Sec 2'2008 Squad I/C + Sec 3'2009 Squad I/C

Even if the whole world walks out on you, there'll always be there for you. No matter what.

Oral was kind of a breeze to me. Haa, got Tweety Bird. Its a wonder I kinda miss her. Not really her only. The whole of 2J rather. Got like Youth Olympics. :D Easy topic. Haha.

Sarah says (7:24 PM):
i shall shut up and let valerie study for myes. she needs towork hard!

Thanks Sarah. But its not helping D: Maybe Mummy should hide the broadband.

Tmr's paper one. Shall go mug now. Ciaos.
Sorry for the super short post.

Imperfectly perfect; you never knew.

I got lost in your eyes.

2009-04-24T19:15:00.001+08:00

huiwen ; this fire's fighting to survive. says (7:06 PM):
but so what
huiwen ; this fire's fighting to survive. says (7:06 PM):
i support you

Haha, thank you EEL :D Okay, we were just talking about some stuffs :D (Secret) Haha.

There's Chinese oral tmr. Hope I'll be able to converse well! Wish me luck.

2009-04-24T16:56:00.002+08:00

Okay. So yay. Its a Friday :D
But there's no CCA ):
Cause CCA stand down D: Cause of the upcoming MYEs! D:
I better work really hard.

Okay so. Mr Mok made me really happy at the very start of the day. HOW?
He announced our Miscellaneous 3 Test results :D And I passed! 8/16 :D Really glad I passed it :D Mwahaha, first ever passed A. Math test :D Whee ;D I thought to myself before Mr Mok announced the results. "If I fail this test, I'll probably give up on A. Math"
Haha, but I passed :D Yay.
And apparently, the pro kia, Fat, only got 10/16 lehh. So I'm counted as not bad cann. Even though he say he never study -.- But still, HAHA.

Happy 15th Birthday Deborah (:
May your wishes and dreams come true yea! :D

I don't know. You always make me so unsure. I'm certain I won't let go easily. But I know I'll take forever to get enough courage to tell you. There's more waiting for you, more than you know. I don't know. What I know is, I've never felt like this before. You always make me expect more, expect something.

Hearts unsettled.

2009-04-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

AHS NPCC POP 2009 - 22nd April 2009 (Wednesday)
Our secondary 4 seniors have officially passed out. I'll really really miss them a lot.
Here is a post dedicated to my 4 dearest secondary 4 seniors (: Even though I've given you'all a card each :D I sincerely apologise for the untidy handwriting in the cards D:

♥ SI Rachel (Rachel Ma'am)

Thanks for all that you've taught me during this short 4 months spent together. I really enjoyed being a spectator of NPAP 2009. On our way to HTA, you were like a really innocent kid who loves her Funshine Carebear. HAHA. You made your carebear say Hi to Pearlyn's one -.- HAHA. And your Funshine Carebear is fatter than usual :X Hees! So now your Funshine Carebear has a MAMA alr! The blue one :D Okay, so I was really scared of you when you first took over cause you look really fierce when you're expressionless. :P But gradually, as time passed, I got to know you better. I got to know the fun and funny and bubbly side of you :D You're really really responsible! (: I know it was really difficult for you to manage the unit with only 3 other capable women, but you did it. Yes, you did it. Even though people didn't believe in you, you managed to pull through, you managed to lead AHSNPCC to greater heights. I thank you for that. And I really really admire your determination and perseverance a lot. Amongst the 4 seniors, you're the one I respect the most (: I still remember the day you came to borrow my school skirt xP Haha, who would have thought of that!? HAHA! All the best for your upcoming Os and jiayous!

♥ SI Wei Ting (Wei Ting Ma'am)

Thank you for everything. Really. I appreciate it a lot. Thank you for the many many times of boots-lending! Haha, your boots really save me :D Your boots pei-ed me through many important events of my NP life nehhsxz! Haha! :D Though I wasn't taken by you before, I know you're a good squad I/C. Thank you for your time and effort and care and love put in. Thank you very much. Even though you're really strict and fierce, you still have a really bubbly and fun and lame side of you! xP Nobody would want to be the so-called 'devil', but you did it, all for us. Cause you wanted us to improve, to have the discipline in us. Even though there were times you really wear us out, I really thank you for putting us through all those. Through all those times, it made us stronger cadets. Don't worry, you're not the 'devil' in our hearts. You're the one who sacrificed your bubbly and friendly image for the sake of us, and the unit. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I know it was tough for you, but you managed to overcome all things and now, you've passed out, with great achievements. I still remember after term 1, my results sucked and you comforted me. Thank you. I'll do my best for the MYEs and not disappoint you (: I wish you all the best in your future and jiayous for the coming 'O' levels. Study hard!

♥ SSG Vivien (Staff Vivien)

Staff Vivien! :D I'm really thankful to have you as my Sec 2 Squad I/C'08. You taught us mainly the hard skills, which were really important. Thank you very much. I really appreciate what you've done for us and the unit. Somehow, I feel that you're a very friendly senior from the very start when you took us when we were sec 2s (: You're really a very nice senior. Very bubbly too :D Thanks for your consoling when I got my CA1 results back. It was really encouraging. Thank you. I'll always remember your "lousy bang" :D Even though sometimes I kind of hated that phrase cause it got really tiring and stuff. But yea, thanks for the training, that made us tougher CLs now. Thank you. You always look super glam one laa! Haha, I loved the times we've spent together. I'm really thankful to have you as 1 of our 4 secondary 4 seniors. Thanks for your perseverance and patience. I'll let you onto a secret, I'm envious of your super pro ballet! Haha. I kind of regretted choosing to learn the piano instead of ballet! Hees. Okay, all the best for your ballet! Do well for the upcoming 'O' levels okay? Get into a great JC yea? :D Jiayous kayy! AHNP will always be there for you.

♥ SSG Yohana (Staff Yohana)

Hello Staff Yohana! You're the motherly figure of AHSNPCC. Its not a bad thing okay! You're always so sweet and everything! I'll always remember your free hugs to everyone, even though I don't think I was regularly given a hug by you xP Haha. Thank you for everything you've done for the unit. Really. And I promise you that I'll do my very best for the job of Publicity I/C. I will not let you down. Oh yes, I haven't gotten the username and password from you! I'll get it from you ASAP! I do my best to earn as much UOPA points for the unit okay? As your successor, I'll do my very utmost best (: Your speech made me cry la :X Don't worry Staff Yohana, I'll do you proud. Even though you had a tough journey through your life in AHNP, you persevered and endured through. Thanks for always being there be it the ups or downs. Remember to stay calm and happy okay? Haha. Jiayous for your 'O' levels :D The super pro one in triple science! O: Do your very best in the 'O's okay! HAHA. Wish you all the best in everything you do. May the force be with you. HAHA :D

AHSNPCC BATCH #2 - SECONDARY 4s 2009

THANK YOU FOR YOUR DEDICATION AND HARD WORK FOR THE UNIT.

I'LL MISS YOU'ALL A LOT A LOT.

I ♥ YOU'ALL!

2009-04-20T15:02:00.001+08:00

Lalala, had fun on Saturday! :D The NPAP Parade :D
Had funnnnn! Okay, I think I'm not gonna come online anymore. :D Till the end of the MYEs!
YAY. Work hard!

2009-04-17T21:00:00.004+08:00

So we got the Posting results out.
Chairperson (Unit Leader) - ________ :D
Training I/C (Assistant Unit Leader) & Sec 3 I/C'2009 - ________ :D
Sec 2 I/C - _________ & _________ :D
Sec 1 I/C - _________ & _________ :D
Treasurer (Overall Admin Head) - ________ :D
Project I/C - ________ & ________ :D
Quarter Mistress - __________ :D
Publicity I/C [& Sec 3 I/C'2010 (Results improve)] - _________ (:

So yea, I didn't get any of my 4 choices. So when Miss Lim told me my post, the world like crashed on me. Yea, my heart sank. It wasn't in any of my choices and I wasn't expecting it. Not one bit. It was mostly because of my results and my dad being rather unsupportive. Yah, like after 2 over years of hard work, it like wasn't really put to good use or smth, unrecognised. Kept my tears, I didn't want to cry till I went home. But after awhile couldn't hold my tears any longer. So then yea. Then had Chanbara then after that I bersurai-ed the unit :D Really glad that I could bersurai the unit.

So went home then thought and thought about the post thing. Then cried twice -.- Okay, I know that I'm damned emotional and stuff. But I thought through alr.
Even though I'm really really sad and disappointed, I'm going to give my all to it, I'll do my best. Life is just like that, not all things will go your way. So yea, being a __________ is not all that bad. Yea, so just do my best (:

I've got to buck up. Yea. Its just life. After crying, we've got to get on with life.
Thank you(s) for comforting me: Sarah, Mandy, Huiwen, Pearlyn, Jacinth, Eunice, Qianying, Jolene, Jun Ting and Alicia.
Let AHSNPCC soar to greater heights!

You're just a dream never come true.

2009-04-15T15:58:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I probably didn't describe how my interview went. Maybe I didn't totally screw it up.
But yea. I was super nervous throughout the interview. And I didn't know how to answer some questions.
And I was really honest about my parents being rather unsupportive of me. Somehow I felt the need to tell the teachers about it. I nearly teared while talking about the unsupportive part. Cause it really makes me sad. Like seriously.
So, guessed as much, my parents being unsupportive might be a big problem. So I might not get the post that I want as there are many others who are suitable for the post that I really really want.
If I really get the post that I want, I can broaden my perspectives, build up my confidence and also build up my leadership qualities.
Hais, I really really want my first choice.
But I'll have to accept whatever I'm given, its part of life and I guess the teachers know best.

Okay, the interview is over, let's all not brood over it. Today was a relatively fun day. Had PE, had to run 5 rounds in the indoor stadium, up and down the stairs. Then had NAPFA part 2. My Sit and Reach. Yay, got 44cm at my first attempt and 45cm the next. Hees. So, so far, all As :D

Reading Twilight the second time again. Edward Cullen never fails to charm me. LOL. Seriously. Bella Swan is a super super lucky girl la. Okay, yea, buried my head in the book till Mandy and Shay Ting call me a Bookworm. And Mandy has to call me a pro cause I can read and walk at the same time and not knock into anything and fall down. MWAHAHA! :D

Not listed for the Chiangrai CIP trip. A little disappointed that I'll miss this opportunity to go and experience how its like there. But yea, I'm okay. Guess it can be time spent to improve on what I need to improve on. Alicia was like - Eh, then we go for the Student Camp. Haha, totally cute. Only 6/12 of AHSNPCC Sec3Squad going. I'll miss Sarah a lot when she's gone la!

Oh yah, had my DISC profiling yesterday. And I'm a pure I :D The thing about the character is damned accurate. HAHA :D Whee!

I've got to go study now. Like really really study without any distractions :D I try la. :X
Byeeeesxz.

You always leave me with a fluttering heart.

2009-04-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

Screwed up.

2009-04-13T18:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (STAFF) RACHELYONG! :D

May your wishes and dreams come true! Wish you all the best nehsxz. 16 le worhhsxz, can watch NC 16 movies! Ah, so envious. HAHA :B

_____________________________________________________________

Okay, so today was a rather :D day. Yay. Ask Mandy and Shay Ting, they know why. HAHA :B
Smile smile smile. HA.
Okay, ignore me. I'm just zi-high-ing.
Thank you Sarah Teo Shihan. <- See Sarah, I thank you lehh.
For coaching me a little bit of A. Math. Okay, maybe not really a bit. But my surds and indices how! See la!

I want to cry alr. I'm really stressed over the interview. But I'm not preparing for it. I'm gonna face it without preparation to give my answer at that very moment. After Qianying arranged the name in order, I realised that I'm the last to go :/ Its not by the usual full name, so I'm not in the middle ):
Over that matter, I'm feeling really unsecure and stressed. I don't know why. Its like extra stress. Like tmr, I'll be seeing the rest of them feeling relieved after their interview one by one. While the stress in me just keeps building up.
Called Sarah after realising that I'm the last to take the interview and she appeared un-sympathetic. Can't help it, she was busy and she probably can't be bothered. But I guess it pissed me off a little and made me kinda sad. But I'm okay now. Sorry Sarah.

Thank you Eunice, for reading how I feel on MSN. Thanks for consoling me, it helped a little but yea. Thank you very much. Gah, I need some encouragement. :///

Seeing you makes me smile like an idiot.

2009-04-11T14:17:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Good Friday. It was a holiday for me. Yay.
Woke up at about 7.10 cause went to a temple at Bishan area for Qing Ming praying. Kinda ironic, Good Friday go bai Qing Ming :X But anyways, yea. Saw Popo's and Daima's urns where they lay, paid my respects to them. Didn't see Ahgong's urn though.
When I went into the temple, I felt a gush of sadness. Like really sad. I think cause it reminded me of the day Daima got cremated. I really miss her. She was somewhat like a grandmother to me. Cause Popo passed away when I was really young, when I was about 2 years old. So I never really got to know her. But Daima was kinda like the aunt who saw me grow up. She taught me alot of things. Like really really a lot. I haven't dreamt of her for a long time. I hope I can dream of her soon, cause I really miss her.

So after the Qing Ming praying at the temple, went to Kow Fu's house to pray. Cause Popo's and Ahgong's tablets were there. Then the usuals, had lunch and dinner there too. At about 7 plus went to Klarissa's room then played a really lame + boring game. LOL. Even though it was lame and boring, we played the dumb game for about 2 hours plus. LOL!
Then left Kow Fu's house at about 12.30?

Hais, I miss 2J'08 a lot. I don't know why. Its probably cause 3L just lacks something that 2J'08 has. Like totally. I miss 2J! Its like guys and girls can be best friends in 2J, we could crap about anything in the world, eat in class like there's no tmr tgt. ;X Those were the greatest times. I miss 2J a thousand million billion thrillion zillion times!!! I love 2J.

Why are you so hard to let go?

2009-04-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

Thurday,
Had Chinese test, screwed it up. YAY ._.
Lit test, okay lurhhs.

Hais, next week is another week filled with tests.
The MYEs are so coming. Its really time to work really hard.
For the CIP trip and NP. I'll do my best :D

Everytime I want to let go, you appear that very night, in my dreams. It makes it so hard to let you go. I can't let go. Not a chance.

2009-04-07T15:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Monday and the usual lessons.
Jiang Bei didn't come apparently cause she's sick. Had to do some compo thing. But I had writers' block. Couldn't think of anything lah. Gahh. So have to chiong it by tmr cause Jiang Bei came in the morning to scold the class about the lousy work handed in.

So today. First half was :DDDDDDD
HAHA, WHEE :D Played some childhood game with Jacinth during recess xP
The 'Yi Er San, Wo Men Shang, Wo Men Xia, Wo Men Hou Qian Jiao, Wo Men Yi Er San, Wo Men Si Wu Liu, Wo Men Qi Ba Jiu, Wo Men Hao Peng You, Wo Men Jelly Jelly Lom Jiang Pass Pass Pass' HAHA!!!
Then we played the really fast one. HAHA. So fun lahhsxz :D Whee :D
Then Mandy tried to learn the game but she still gets mixed up some how. LOL.

Then went to the Autumn lab for English :D Hees. [:

Then the rest of the lessons were okay. Till SEL __
Dammit. The teachers didn't even want to change my seat at first lorhh. WTH LA. Then suddenly come change me away. I KCUFING HATE THE STUPID SITTING ARRANGEMENT. Not that I dislike the people around me. But I'm really unfamiliar with them. And I never talk like no tomorrow during class okay. And I hate sitting slanted from the whiteboard. Then ask the teachers they really want to change me then change to beside Fat. Then they die also don't want. Then now I'm SUPER FRIGGING PISSED. Went home and went to the toilet and broke down because I was so KCUFING PISSED OFF. So yea. I'm still really unhappy about the stupid seats. It doesn't even help me in inproving my grades la. KCUFKCUFKCUFKCUF. __

My happy day had to be ruined by the teachers just like that. Dammit! D:<

YuJin korkor will be having his 21st birthday celebration ltr. I better go do my work now.

Happy 21st, Yu Jin Kor Kor! :D

I think I nearly hyperventilated again. But whatever :D Whee, you made my day (:

2009-04-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

Dearest WM, cheer up kays? If you need to talk to anybody, you can always come to me. I'll always be here for you 24/7. Cheer up honey (: Loves <3

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Kay, so today had PE :D Whee. Played table-tennis with ShayTing, Mandy and Chen Shu (:
"Valerie, sister of table-tennis player (probably didn't get the genes), was playing tabletennis like badminton la." - quoted from Miss Liew Shay Ting's blog -.-
What nonsense. I'm a pro at TT cann! What badminton, I can smack the ball cann! :D I'm a PROOO :D

So today is April Fool's Day and apparently didn't really prank anybody. I probably only pranked Qian Ying xP Haiya, I forgot what I did the past few days -.-
Oh and Miss Khoo called Mummy to tell her about my L1R5 = 22 and highlighted A. Math and SS -.- Haiyaaaa, I must really work hard la!

Okay gtg liaos.
Ciaos.

雨慢慢地落了下来,
你的背影也渐渐地变模糊了...

2009-03-30T19:18:00.002+08:00

Went Prawning yesterday :D Went with Klarissa, Kow Fu, Kow Mo, Xiao Mei Zi Zhair Zhair, Ah Boy Kor Kor, Wen Yang Kor Kor and my family. Wheee :D Caught prawns more quickly than last time. HEES :D Wheeee ~

Okay, so today had NCOship Lecture #2.
1st part : First Aid
2nd part : Team Building

First Aid was more of a revision for me. Then Team Building was the one that tested our perseverance and stuff. We lacked the sense of urgency and stuff :/ But I'm glad we persevered through the whole thing. 5 were made to run and 6 to pitch up the tent. Couldn't talk to each other. But had to communicate somehow. Took turns to run. Not really took turns. Kind of like "oh I tired so I call somebody sub me" type of thing. I ran quite a bit. Got stitch but its okay lurhhs.
Then stupid Zhimin they all suddenly come say what "Valerie, jiayou!"
ZOMG, I felt like ^&$%&^# laaa! I having training then come disiao! )<

Anyways, we finished the tent in 45 mins D: A really slow timing. Hope we can improve on it.
Posting interview is either on the 14th/15th April. I'm really nervous and I've really got to ponder over what I really want.
So many posts, but only 1 me :O

Now just finished the JBC's summary thingy. I still need to search for the ci yu-s the meaning -.-
Stupid JB. So irritating. What JBS -.- Dumbshit.

I can only look at your backview from a distance. Hiding in a corner just waiting for you to turn around and realise that I've always been behind you, supporting you in every way.

2009-03-27T19:03:00.002+08:00

27th March 2009

Jacinth Chua's birthday! :D Happy Birthday President :D Please don't drive me out of FEC! I want to be part of the prestigious club! But I can Emo and Enthu. So I have to join FHC also. xP
May your wishes and dreams come true honey :D

Anglican High School's 53rd Founders' Day! :D

So thanks to Mrs Lam, I had to go to school earlier than the supposed time to do up the notice board. I should have gone to Simpang Bedok la! I didn't have anything to do, plus if I went to Simpang, I could've had breakfast with my dear sec3s. Grr, I seriously dislike her now. :/ She threatened to give us green forms if we never do the notice board. I should have just gone to Simpang. Ugh.

So the day kicked off with morning assembly, then the walkathon. It was more of a WalkStopRun-thon la. HAHA. Teased Sarah along the way and stuff and she threatened to expose the secret -.- Haha, and I threatened her back and won xD Haha!

After the walkathon, we had a long lunch break which we didn't really make use of. We collected our apples and drinks then formed a circle at the parade square and sat down. Then we did lots of stuff. Then I started feeling really tired and sleepy cause I slept at 12 last night. Then went to 5th floor the staircase there and sat down with Sarah, Jun Ting and Alicia. Then I saw a lot of people going to 85 via the Great Stairs of AH. So I wanted to go too. Cause felt like BBT-ing. So asked Sarah to go with me and it took her awhile to agree :D See, that's why I love Sarah. So nice ;D

Then bought my BBT and waffle cause I felt hungry. Sarah bought Strawberry Red Tea. I didn't like it. It tasted funny. LOL. So after that we walked back and Sarah showed me a shortcut and told me a story she had with the Great Stairs of AH or rather cats near that area. Haha :B

So after all that went back to class and stuff. Then went to the hall for the usuals. Ended the day with Showers of Blessings. So yea, that was the end of AHSFD'09 PART 1. Sec3s still have to go back for PART2 tmr. But its okay lurhh, get to see sports spectacular. The sports students worked hard. So should give some support.

After all the school stuff, went home, bathe-ed and stuff la. Then went to TM myself. (Had to go to TM myself cause Mummy couldn't fetch me)

I hyperventilated today. :O My very first experience of hyperventilation. If want to know the story, ask me bahh. :D I'm happy today. Yay.

I'm starting to fret now, its cause I've hyperventilated. Who knows what happens next. If I've hyperventilated, I think it means I'm sinking in really deeply. What should I do. I'm afraid.

2009-03-26T21:02:00.003+08:00

Went for Marksman shoot today ):
I missed the badge by 4 points ):
7 in, 7 out, 2 out of out D: If I never miss the paper at all then I can get my Marksman badge lehh! DDDDDDDDDDD: Super sad. :/
The revolver like got stuck after I shoot a few rounds ): Alr before the shoot I was so nervous. Plus the jams then I got even more nervous -.-
But still, its over liaos.
Saw a few familiar faces at HQ. The area 10 people :D

So left the place like really late. So reached school only at about 7.30 D: Then, the school was like dark and stuff. LOL. Then changed out of full-u and walked home with Jo :D
Teased Sarah a lot today. HAHA. Paired her up with WALL. HAHA! :D So funny! ;D I just love Sarah laa. She's so cute xP

Tomorrow its AH's 53rd Founders' Day. LOL. Having a walkathon that will be split according to CCAs. UGs one group, PAs one group and Clubs and Societies one group. Have to wear that red shirt -.- And the school wants us to wear PE shorts. I'm so not going to wear lah! Anyways, I don't think its dried yet lorhh. HEEEEEEES :D

Hais, I still have my dumb jian bao ce to do. I think I'll probably just hand it up on Monday. Just tell Jiang Bei I forgot to bring it la. HAHA. :D But I should try choinging it la.

Go bathe liaos. Ciaos.

I want to let go. But I just can't bear to.

2009-03-25T16:15:00.002+08:00

Yay, back again.
So yesterday was kinda fun. Avelene came back. ;D Then during SEL we went nuts laughing -.-
We're really random people :O We meaning : Me, Avelene, Kai Yi and Shay Ting. HAHA. So funneh. Kai Yi really has talent in dramaaaaa-ing. So drama la.

Today we saw Kai Yi's foolscap paper having emo chinese quotes. LIKE REALLY EMO. Super pro emo stuff. Emo-er than Sarah and Jacinth. Yes, that's how emo it is. HAHA. Jacinth, you lose lehh! How. HAHA :B

I particularly love one.
我喜欢你啊，只是害怕说出后心里被拒，心口频频作痛的滋味。
所以现在的我宁愿在一旁默默地为你开心，为你流泪，为你打包不平，为你嫉妒，也不愿站到你面前把心里话说出，就请你怪我太胆小了，我害怕为爱伤破了心，为爱失去了魂。
Edited it abit la. But its damned niceee :D and the sort of emo I'm looking for! :D

Haiyyyaaaa, why the hell did I complain so much yesterday.
Then today totally didn't see at all. What theeeeeeee! Grr.
Stupid stupid stupid.

Anyways, today was okayy. I used my new Nalgene waterbottle :D Yay, we finally have nice standardised waterbottles. Right my dear girls? :DDD

:/
我喜欢你啊，只是害怕说出后心里被拒。

2009-03-23T21:03:00.002+08:00

Okay, haven't been posting for ages. And apparently, my holiday is mostly about spending time with my dear girls in school for ___. (: Its a secret :X!
So yea, kind of forgot what really happened and stuff la!
Anyways, let's start with today :D

Today was the start of term 2 :D Yes, I'm so gonna work really extremely hard now. [:
But somehow I couldn't concentrate on today's lessons. :/ Wasn't really listening today DDD:
Maybe I'm still in the holiday mood :S Just couldn't pay attention ):

Bio was taught by Ms Chua, the trainee teacher.
A. Math is still high leveled for me ): Now we're onto Alpha and Beta D: I'm going nuts. Oh yea, about the A. Math Log test, I got a 6 (: I don't know if I should be happy about this la. But yea, I expected a 0. :D And half the class failed. So I'm not that bad right? :/
Self-denial -.-
E. Math was still the line thing that I don't know a thing about. There's a test on it next week D:
Recess-ed with Jacinth, Jolene and Mandy.
English lesson was a little late cause went to refill water bottle and toilet for apparently nothing but Qianying and Alicia were both there :D
Mdm Norliza was really nice. Didn't scold us cause we didn't finish our homework. She even gave us time to do them :D
Chinese lesson, total bore. But Jiang Bei was nice enough to let us owe her jian bao ce till Friday. Chinese Ting Xie shifted to Thursday cause we scammed her about it :X LOL.

Then after school went for dry shoot practice :D Felt that last year's Sir taught us in more detail.
Took a few pictures there with Sarah, Eunice, Jo and Hazel. Many failed shots. LOL. Deleted the failed ones. Haven't uploaded the nice ones. I love the one with Sarah :D Hees, its my wall paper cann! Haha :D

Haiyaaa, gotta jiayous for this term liaos. No slacking alr. Its time to work really hard!
I made myself a timetable. I'm going to stick to it. [: No joke :D

Poor EEL is sick again ): Hope she gets well soon :D Eat more fruits and veggies and drink more water uh! [; I love you <3!

I was ready to let go. But you just had to reappear all over again.

2009-03-17T18:38:00.002+08:00

So today there was ___ Practice but I couldn't go cause I wasn't feeling well. ):
Yes, dammit. My blocked and runny nose still hasn't stopped its nonsense D:< and I'm also coughing my lungs out ):

There'll be Movie Marathon tmr but I don't think Mummy and Papa would allow me to go. I'm still not bucking up. Not enough :/

Hais, why can't I just work harder instead of just talk talk talk and no action D:

Even though my nose was all red and stuff, went to Toa Payoh there to make my contact lenses :D A thing to rejoice for (:

Like finally. Hees. But its not Acuvue lurhhs. Sad stuff. Cause Mummy still thinks Acuvue is too expensive. Cause Acuvue's like twice the price of Bausche and Lombe [sp?] So I'm still sticking with Bausche and Lombe [sp?] :/// even though I badly want Acuvue! D:
Had Swensens for lunch too :D Cause they are having the 1 for 1 lunch promotion (((: So today's lunch only costed 23.66 ;D

So amazing right. But there were lots of people la!

I better start on my holiday homework although there isn't many. But I'm slacking far too much. I need to start revision too! :/

Jiayous! ;D

With each passing moment, I lose a tinge of hope. Its like I keep thinking and I tend to lose confidence everytime I think about it. :/